Sunday, September 28, 2008

Sisters' Day Outing!!

In the train while I am PSP-ing.

In one of the machines acting taking pics using
the machines. HAHA. I Look whatever.

another shot in the machine.

Here it is. NEWS FLASH.
I max combo HELLO PINKY
Level 12!!! woohoo!


Me holding Naan Bread.

Story goes like I was having hard time tryna take e 3 of us together and suddenly some 2 men sitting beside us offered to take for us. So after that they wanted any one of us to take pic of them. & in the end i made friends with em and they wanted me to take a pic with them. They look really old.

Priceless Sister love.

Me & my ever favourite Pink PSP Slim.

Initial plan on Saturday:

Go Bugis Street to buy a white tube to go with my hari raya outfit.
Kak Illa couldn't make it because of some customer thingy.
In the end, my sister & i went. It has been ages since we had a sister day outing kinda thing.

So we went out of the house at around....230pm.
Once we arrived Bugis, it was crowded as expected.
I was famished (i didn't fast due to period) & so we went straight for Old Chang Kee.

I was queueing up when one auntie so nabe chibai cut queue and I turned to my sister in frontn of e strangers queueing shouting " Did she just do what i think she did?" With that pissed off face & my sister gave me the roll eye look. I turned back to order mine and the sales lady in 'tudung' gave me this fucked up face and stood there look at me while i looked at her in a confused face waitin for her to like ask me if i needed anything. It was 5 sec of looking at each other when i realised she can't be bothered. I was fucking pissed off.

Lucky am hungry. We went to Bugis street with me munching away (i wasn't concentrating where i'm going and it doesn't matter cause every turn we made the tubes will be there) and drinking longan as well. Once i finished my food, I looked to my right and there's a tube. Told me sis to grab it and help me pay for it and off we go. The place was really humid. We then went to Bugis Junction for the air con.


We planned to take the Neoprint machine thingy, and already exchanged the money to coins, when we realised that, it's better to save for our food later(haha). Cheapskate i know. & i dun care. I want me fooD!!! So in the end we went inside one of the machines and act as if we're taking pictures. LOL!

We decided to quickly get out of the place & went to this MoonRiver shop. Sis told me she forgot to put on her perfume. Guess what? She hid one corner at the stupid shop and put on her perfume. The saleslady was looking at me & laughing. I was seriously puzzled when I smell my sis's perfume, I turned around to find her and she ran outside. OH GOD! It was embarrassing!! 

It was 5 plus already. We took the train to meet me darling, Qiu Yan at Ang Mo Kio. Sis was kinda grumpy and quiet throughout the whole journey. She was fasting. We plan to eat at Ulu Ulu restaurant, my former workplace.

Upon arrival, I was just going around greeting my colleagues/ex-colleagues. I really missed them. When it was time to break fast, lil sis really enjoyed eating her food and I was already sorta gobbling  up hers & my food. HAHAHA. Qiu Yan had prawn dumpling Noodles. After like 15-20 mins of eating, my lil sis was seriously hyper. She was joking and stuff. Wow. What wonderful effects food has on people. Our after food was greeted with dancing with the Thumbuakar dancers. Some tribe dancing. It was embarrassing!!!!!!! ARGH! HUMILIATION! Sis & me & Qiu Yan was so tensed because its weird to be flexible when our boyfriends are not there to witness it and stuff.

After that more picture taking then off to home. It was really fun.

P.S people said am getting fat. WTF?!!
P.p.s enjoy the pics.
P.p.p.s I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE MY BABY BOY AT 5plus PM LATER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Saturday, September 27, 2008

Soon ina.. Soon...


Today was. very... boring.

But kinda fun. I don't know why fun.

I dreamt of me being with another group of unknowns robbing someone's house in broad daylight. I remembered sirens and me geeling like a total crap. I didn't do the robbing. I just witnessed it. Nothin much. But i was part of that fucken group. So in the end i was walking aimlessly and running around trying to run away. Well they didn't catch me but I swear in the dream i felt so restless. And not at peace at all. 

I am still wondering why i dreamt of that fucking dream.

But my hero, called me after few days of MIA and saved me from the dream. I really breathed hard when i woke up. I miss him. I miss my baby boy.

& i am having really bad headache/migraines for e past 2 days. 

MUST NOT HAVE MIGRAINES! If not... how to have booty call on Sunday night?!! Arhh..

*1 more day....


Friday, September 26, 2008

What in the fucking name of hell?!!

Ok. I am pissed!!


I got molested. By this chinese fucker at 7-11 counter!!!!!

I was buying my stuffs and all. Tryna pay them. 

This fucker went so fucking near me n brush his hand on my butt!

That is ok. He purposely went TOOO CLOSE. I could feel his breath down my neck!!

I moved away and he missed.

When i am paying, he brush again!!!

ARGH!!!!!! I couldn't scream because his GIRLFRIEND was there and she must have missed it. If i were to blab or kick him or whatever to him, I am defending my own. Without me boyfriend around, its obvious i stay around e area and e last thing i want is to get stalked or shits like that.  ARGH!!! WHAT THE FUCKING HELL!?!!!??!@@!@

I miss my bf. & i can't wait for him to book out.

*2 more days


Thursday, September 25, 2008

Going Crazy!!

3 more days to him bookin out!!



Am currently busy with working at home. 
& no. It's not by doin house chores.
& this week, I earn USD 10. 

It's not much. But is money anyway. & till i can figure out how to increase the money, I'll start inviting you people :D

I  can't wait to see him!!


Wednesday, September 24, 2008


Baby & Me in Dad's Car

Went Geylang to Mustafa to Coffee Shop;

2 days before goin camp.

Just finished break fast @ Mackenzie Rest.

& as u can see, ya. i rebonded.

Ok here it is. DJ Max Portable 2 by iNa!!!
&& yes.. I played it till I passed 99,999.
So, it's now 104,409!!

Cool right? & no i didn't cram up! So now that's done,  am gonna concentrate on missions and training my 5 buttons. I wonder if there are other enthu girls like me who loves playin DJ Max. I so wanna meet them!

It's gonna be a common phrase here. I miss him. Tha'ts it. I miss him so much. Unfortunately, his mobile's battery flat. Him being in NS suck. I can't stand it. I just knew he had to bring more than 4 batt!!! I can't stand it! It's been 2 or 3 days e last time i heard his voice. & due to his low batt, no morning msg.. no 930pm msg/call. & at times our convo will stop suddenly. It's really urgh!!!

Dun worry iNa. 4 more days. 4 more days.

P.s Am not feeling well...


Sunday, September 21, 2008

All in All

I guess am getting the hang of it.

As in getting the hang of not havin gmy bf around as much as it used to be.

Well of course its boring.. but i manage to do my own things like cooking..


WoW-ing & Sim-ming.

It's really nice to have all the time in my life but it gets boring.

But anyway, i miss him lots. & i cant wait to see him this coming Sunday! 28th!

& am gonna win the bet already. MUAHHAHAHAAH!!

Things to look forward to:

1. Tutoring (at least am doin something)
2. Eating (can't fast as my period's here)
3. Looking forward to Hari Raya (I like my outfit)
4. At least someone to go out with. Which am still thinking who could.

Today was spent reading  book &.. cooking.. 

*7 more days **


Friday, September 19, 2008

Past few days.

I did nothing much. 

Just help around the house & go school and stuff.

I miss him.

I just miss him..

*9 more days..~



i LOST IT!!!


I left it on the table..


& after bathing, its gone.. GONE!!

My ring.... :( SOBS!!


Monday, September 15, 2008

Baby boy off to NS.

This post will be almost alike to any of other girls' whose special someone went in for National Service or anything the word 'miss' is familiar.

I spent time with baby on Sunday as Monday morning he was to book in. At first I just wanted to stay there till 2 am or something. Daddy then thought it would be to omuch hassle for him and told me to stay over. So I stayed over. It was kinda stupid. We watched The Love Guru & halfway played WoW. I was too tired. We slept by 3.30am. 

Woke up 5 plus to drink. Dragged  baby boy as well. He looks cute when he's sleepy. 6 we fully wake up and got ready.. Got a cab  by 6.30 or 6.40 am and off we went to Pasir Ris to send him. I clung on him all e way. 

Upon arrival, it was so cold. To make it brief, i think NS now train sissies. I cant stand the qns the parents asked. It's soooo 10 yr old. 

Sigh, i miss him. I miss him so much I don't know what to do. I miss him so much I couldn't really be myself. & half of the time i swear am unhappy. I don't recall laughing so heartily or smiling much unless someone makes a joke or something. I miss him so so much..

Aaron.. Please come back soon.. I miss you:( .. & it's killing me even though I know am to get used to it.. SIgh~~


Sunday, September 14, 2008

Friday & Sat & Sun

Sigh.. Just tomorrow.. he's goin NS..

I guess it should be fine. 2 weeks only... 

Saturday we met. We were to shop for his things like cap & mobile & after that go to the salon for me & go shave his head bald. But we were too short of time i guess.

In the end we went to City Hall & Suntec City just to find for him an Adidas Cap. Oh gosh. I was quite tired considering am fasting. We break fast at Sizzler. It was yum yum. I had a few servings of the salad bar. Haha. NICCEEEE!!

Then we went to watch Babylon A.D cause we had no time for the hair thing. Babylon A.D had the action and stuff there. But too bad. The storyline SUCK and the suspense or battle wise isn't as action movie material. This is saddening.  Cause Vin Diesel is in ! & NO actions?!! Wasted baby's $19 . Then he sent me home :)

Saturday, from 4pm till 7.18pm, I was at the salon. Baby boy was at my house with my fam cooking chicken rice. It was yum yum! Mom cooked crab!!! Chilli CRAB!! FAVOOOOOURRITE! Around 8.30pm, baby & me went to 136 & met up with e usuals, heh. I miss them to bits!! & around 11pm, mom called and off we go to Geylang.


It was not that different just a bit bigger than last year i guess. The first thing we bought was a carpet. But its the Japanese kind, instead of the wool ones. It was $100 for a 5 metre. Then we went to the food side. I had 200g of Deng Dengs. Ah~~ the wonder of eating em.. Soo nicey!! Oh Deng deng is a beef. Its like that Bah Gua(is that ho u spell it?) kinda thing. Only its 'halal'. Then I kept being thirsty. & we bought food ehre & there to let baby boy try. Haha. We stayed there till 2 pm. hen off we go to Mustafa Centre.

Mustafa Centre:

Go there with the intention of buying make-up and nice nice perfumes. I bought my Loreal stuffs & Kate Moss perfume that i wanted!! WAAAAH~~~ I LIKEE!!! And we were there till 3am plus i think. & off we go to 'Sahur'.  We sahur-ed at this unknown place near Serangoon. & i didn't eat much. Wasn't that hungry. Cause they kept say8ing am fat and stuff. ARGH!! FAT!?!!!! AARRRGHH! I CANT BILIF THIS!!!!! 

We sent him home around 5. Then off we go home.


Today, am goin to his place later in the evening. I miss him so much.


Friday, September 12, 2008

World of Warcraft Update :)

This is my level 43(now) char with a GhostSaber.

Name due to its rarity of being translucent.

Same char with a mount. Last time we can 

only get a mount when we're level 40.

This is my level 30(now) char. With the

rare white lion.(RARE IN ALLIANCE only)

P.s i still have the cool lookin spider.

This is my char's mount. An Elekk. Haha.


I forgot ot update about me having that rare lion that can only be spawned by a Horde character. & it can never be from an Alliance char(since am an Alliance char). 

It's a white lion. & another update is that am level 30 in just 1 week of playin (gah i know some are like much ambitious and faster). & that means I can get a mount! It's sadly, an Elekk(elephant). 


Thursday, September 11, 2008

The most important thing i learnt

Something I would love to share. It is very very meaningful to me as it taught me on the reasons why at times things didn't go the way it should be & it taught me the real meaning of patience. Its patience through understanding life itself. It's gonna be lengthy but it only takes up around 8-10 mins of your time & after you read, u'll realise it too(unless u just have no conscience at all).

"Just a simple story that I'd like to share :)

Credits to Sophia for the editing ;)

Life is like a car journey.

You come into life with a spanking new car, ready with a license to drive.

You are reckless, eager, and impulsive.

So you start to show off your horsepower, speed and brand new wheels.

Pushing it to the very limit, the journey is all forgotten — but isn’t the journey that which we must learn from, and not the temporal destinations that we should be so focussed on?

It’s easy to get a little cocky after a while.

You’ve played safe, never run a red light, and always signalled before a turn. But you are bored with driving within the speed limits. It’s time to bend the rules, a few at first (you forget that they were placed there at the very beginning for your own good). Beat a few traffic lights, get stopped by the police, pay a couple of fines, and moan about the injustices of life.

No big deal, you say. Unfortunately you quickly forget and move on. You’re getting competitive now. The vehicle in front gets just inches ahead before you hit the brakes. A bit too close there, but you want to see how fast you can go.

You don’t realise that you’re meant to observe the things around you — it’s all about “Me”. There are other pedestrians and travellers beside you, but they are forgotten and disregarded.

Bang! Finally you get into an accident: A big screw up. Both the car and your physical and mental state are bruised and sore. You go into the workshop to fix the big mess, and groan when you pay up the check. The few dents and scratches that weren’t there before, now serve as a reminder of your big foul up.

They can never be erased.

Now you chug slowly on a seemingly endless road, toward a destination that is far from sight. The drive is cold and lonely, and boredom seeps into your bones like the chill fogging up the window. You’re stuck in the car, focussed on the path ahead, while fields of pretty purple flowers along the road whiz by.

The loneliness is unbearable.

You stop and invite hitchhikers on board; sometimes indulging in one night stands in cheap motels, or rest stops in bars and clubs. But the emptiness just will not go away. You’re on a lifestyle and a road to nowhere. You finally give up and call on the only One whom you know can help you: God.

Your new passenger makes a strange bargain with you.

He says that if you are to ask him for help, He has to take the driver’s seat. Now, you are His passenger. You’re a bit frightened and apprehensive at first.

After all, “it’s MY car, MY life, and MY journey,” you say. Why should you take the backseat? And where on earth is God bringing you? What if it’s somewhere you don’t want to go? Frightened and confused, at last you acknowledge that His deal is sweeter than whatever you’ve had since getting your license. At least you can relax now. So you agree.

The ride appears smooth at the start.

You begin to notice the scenery, the flowers that bloomed against the carpet of green fields during the spring, and the cumulous cotton clouds cascading against a deep blue sky… You lower the hood, breathe in the fresh air and enjoy the warmth of the sun’s rays beating down on your back.

Bump! The car is stuck in a pothole. God tells you to help push the car out of them. You push and heave and swear, while God shouts words of encouragement. A few more potholes along the way, and you get stuck again! Sometimes, other drivers pass by and help to heave the car out so that you can continue on the journey.

The journey is different now. The people you meet, if you are lucky, want to journey with you. They share your dinners, experiences and road stories. You discuss the best road stops and the nicest countrysides; you swap stories on the roads to avoid, and dream about the destinations you hope to be headed for. Then you reach a crossroad and almost always, it’s time to say goodbye.

 A tearful farewell proceeds, and God gives you a big warm hug.

“The people you meet are to journey with you for awhile, but there will be more road mates along the way,” He says, with a twinkle in His eyes.

It’s not just the sunshine but also the thunderstorms, which you must journey through. Sometimes the road ahead gets barely visible, and the car is crawls at a snail’s pace. God turns on the floodlights, switches to a lower gear and holds your hand.

“Can you hit on the gas and get me out of this miserable place, please?” You ask him, but he refuses.

Instead, he grips firmly on your hand and says, “Look at the beauty in the storms and the strong winds, the lightning and the booming thunder. I created them all. I have the power to stop them any time I want to, but they have come for a reason.”

He elaborates no further. During the times when you feel most miserable, He remains silent, as if saying that His presence is all that matters. Slowly, the grey fades into light. You leave the storm with a different character, one stronger and wiser.

As humans, we get bored easily. Sometimes we ask God if we can take control of the wheel, so that we can just whiz past the scenery and reach His promised destination. We don’t see why the journey must be prolonged. He allows us to take the reins but we finally realise it’s much easier to let God drive.

He knows how to avoid most of the potholes.

He knows where all the speed cameras are.

He knows when to accelerate and when to slow down and most of all;

God knows how to drive through all of the storms.

Unlike us, He knows the journey like the back of His hand. He is infinitely more equipped to lead us out of the dark times. We can but only drive blindly and finally concur defeat, admitting that God is a much, much better driver.

We apologize and tell God that He makes a better navigator and feel humbled by his superior driving prowess, and ask him once again to take charge of our life journey. We switch positions and He drives us once again.

As a youth, I vaguely remember telling God countless of times that He wasn’t going fast enough. I felt learned, knowledgeable and ready. I didn’t want to be sitting around at home reading theology, philosophy or sociology books. I wanted to be out THERE making a difference towards other people’s lives.

I kept asking God if we were there yet. If I was ready to finally serve him as a lay minister but he always answered with a gentle smile, “Not yet, child have patience and faith in the judgment of Thy heavenly Father, creator of all earth and heaven.”

One day He gave in to my wishes and allowed me to have a taste of the future that I always wanted. Needless to say, that turned into one of the biggest potholes that I have ever entered. It took countless of loving friends, sobbing uncontrollably in His arms and 6 months before I felt vaguely normal again. It was one of the most difficult potholes that I have ever been stuck in but I acknowledge that it could have been a lot harder if I didn’t have God at my side to cry to.

Now, I realize that His answers to my pleas of freedom and responsibilities run deep. I wasn’t ready when I was younger to take on the jobs that I wanted. God, always on the look out for me, waited until I was ready before returning me my learner’s permit. He stepped into the passenger’s seat of the car, gave me the keys and promised that He would always be there.
I now know that God is with me always, journeying with me throughout the rest of my life, regardless of the circumstances."""

Credits to: My Bestest Friend in my life living.

©2008 S. Wong blessedchild; Warrior Child.

Tuesday, September 9, 2008


I am aware, I have not been updating.

I am so lazy because its e fasting month. & like i said, I have nothing to talk about.

To some people out there, Fasting month, is the month whereby you don't eat, drink starting from sunrise till sunset. Time varies for the month like for this month average time we have to start fasting by 5.30AM and break fast at 7.04PM. & when I say no drinking, or eating, it really meant NO. We are not allowed to let any kind of liquid or solid in our mouth AND going through the esophagus (well except our saliva & accidental of a bit of water swallowed is fine unless intended). At times the first 2 days of fasting, some will forget (especially the starters) that they are fasting. It is fine too as ignorance is a bliss. & on another point, unless intended.

Girls who are having their period are not advised/allowed to fast as they are considered dirty.

& fasting month is to purify the soul. It is to disengage ourselves from anything that is dirty in a sense,

NO sex.

NO smoking.

NO alcohol consuming.

NO clubbing.

NO doing bad deeds.

NO gossiping.

NO touching of the other sex (unless married). 

& there are others that I am not so sure I should put it here as it really varies on one's thinking. The serious Muslims will consider A LOT in our daily lives 'haram'(not allowed). But me, personally, i go with reasons (haha).

A friend of mine told me that fasting is to feel the sacrifice. I find that's true. It's like appreciating the food we have and not to waste it & stuff like that. It's like putting ourselves in those countries which has famine,poverty. & scientifically it is also good for the digestive system. It lets the digestive system rest and some people may lose weight! 

In Singapore, religion is pretty, weak. Especially this century's muslims. I mean yeah I admit that I am 60% non-muslim 40% muslim. I know the history, the Dos & Donts & I know the 5 pillars of Islam. I just don't follow certain rules and that I DO & GREATLY believe in God. IN Singapore, NOT ALL but some teens don't really abide to this fasting month thingy as, well, teens being teens. 

I guess that's as much as i can talk about now. I am too hungry & i can't think really clear. Heh.


Saturday, September 6, 2008


I guess i just can't take it too hard.

Think about something else.


Just dun care anymore.

Yeah. I should just not care.


Dun care anymore.

E more i go along... e more rejected.

I dun give a shit what ur going to explain to me.

I dun wanna hear anything.


Thursday, September 4, 2008

Another day Passes by..

My laptop revived. I hate this laptop. I shall put a note to get a new laptop hopefully by middle of next year.. or earlier.

Today and God knows how many days I stayed home and end up playing games & cooking when break fast is near.. So I have such a boring life right now...

My life right now consists of staying home, going to school which is once a week due to having to remodule Accounting & then wishing the exam date is nearer & being at home meant house chores, & cookig & rotting. I can't stand being cooped up too long. By nature, i am someone who loves fun, but am not working cause I am tryin to concentrate on me studies . Thus, love having fun but no money. Pathetic.


Wednesday, September 3, 2008

Laptop Certified DEAD

Just to note down.

My Laptop is Certified disfunctioned.

It can be switched on.

But it doesn't want to load Windows AT ALL!


& I can't format it cause i can't go in & I don't dare send it for repair cause my laptop has a lot of my private stuff and adds in I NEED MY PROJECT!! My project is in there!!! MOTHERFUCK!! AAAAARGHHHH!!

OK relax ina... time to think.. of another way... ARGH!

So i guess i won't be updating much since my laptop is down and my pictures are all in there. I will try to update sooon. ArGh!

P.s am using my desktop now.


Tuesday, September 2, 2008

Fasting month

So fasting month is here. & so did baby boy fast :D:D

Sorry for not updating much, latest news is that I am sick. I am down with very very very bad flu that I'll tear up and stuff if i pinch my nose tool tight. It's the dumb sinus. Argh. 

I met baby boy on Friday after school. & on the way i bought him this long awaited Nissan GTR that was quite costly (got delayed for 3 to 4 weeks due to me not having money cause am not working) but it was like worth it la. He was happy. So it is worth it!! I love him so much that I love to buy him things whenever i have money. Heehahaaa... Then slack around his home and Zzzzzz.. Later in the evening, fetched Shir from the bus stop as she wanted to sleep over my place. 

On Saturday was just lazing around. Did some house chores and met baby boy in the evening to watch Death Race. Holy shit, the actions are like sooooo coool! I give it 3/5 cause the plot and storyline is kinda bullshit but the action is kinda fun! Muahhaa.

Sunday went to my grandma's pal house to get some food. & I had flu by then... & my body didn't feel that great. 

So today was fasting month... Baby boy & sis's boyfie, Din, came to break fast at our house. Mom cooked obviously. & it was a pretty nice atmosphere. I love the way mom socialised with the 2 boys. Daddy did as well. But haha. Dad's vocab is sooo bad. It was really fun. Oh Din came a bit later cause erm.. i have no idea. 

It was really fun. But baby got slight fever  =(... Sigh.. Oh well, here's the pics... Not much but wth..

On Sunday. I look whatever.. but wth =D

The Nissan GTR i bought for him xD

Envy him boys!! HAhaha.

Till then...


Monday, September 1, 2008

I don't know why.

I don't know why..

Why that i feel the whole world is against me.

I know mine isn't as severe or what.

I know i may sound like am not grateful and stuff...

But i can't help feeling this emptiness in me..

I can't help feeling.. I don't know.. I don't call it lonely...

Just. not fulfilled. I don't feel fulfilled.

I feel.... everything's all wrong.

& even if nothing's wrong & that i'm feeling this way, i really don't know what exactly to do.. The only reasonable thing anyone could tell me is to pray.. For me, i am sure there's other way than pray. I sound like am doubting.. But at times i dun believe that just praying without effort will help. I dunno. ARgh!

Wtf is wrong with me? What happen to the old ina? What fucking happened to me? I feel so lost. I feel very lost... I just hate everyone! I hate everything! I HATE HATE HATE HATE MY MOTHERFUCKING LIFE!! 

I wish to die.. I really wish to die...