Zombie-like

Current Doing: Revising
Wishing for: To get done and over with this paper

Later on at 10 am will be my F & B paper
Yes.
If this is done. Meant 5 more papers to go.
Sigh...

Earlier in the evening, went to Northpoint at Yishun with Shirin to drink at Starbucks. & i found out Starbucks just opened at Civic centre (which is much nearer!) just yesterday. I was so fucked up. But oh well. I bought lil bro's game which cost $74.90 (mom will kill me) & my game Sims 2 Seasons. Because I am just a big fan of sims. Don't mind paying $43.90 (actually its to be 42.90 but wth) for the game. I still yet to buy another expansion pack. haha..

Me & Shir made frens with this 19 yr old guy named KIT. Yeah. In NS.. In Army. Erm. It was ok talkin to him. he look bored so i had to like strike up a convo with him. Oh well..

Went off from that place around 9 plus. Met my secondary school friend Rahim. He asked me to like hang around for a bit by smoking. So yeah. I hanged around fer a while. He's one cheeky ass. He asked me if he have any chance of being with me. I lmao-ed. HAHA.

Then when i arrive home. Everyone was asleep.
Around 1 or 2 plus am, i was hungry, n i needed food pretty badly.
Needed someone to like accompany me go to a shop to buy food.
So the nearest person was. Sow.
HAha. THANK YOU SOW.

Now i am full. & happy. & stressed. DUE to paper.

ARGH. I shall continue studying.

P.s Sims 2 seasons kinda cute. I hate the thunderstorm thou.


iQi

Tagboard FOUND!

YAY!

FOR TAGBOARD.
ON THE RIGHT HAND SIDE.
U HAVE TO SCROLL RIGHTWARDS.

FURTHER INSTRUCTIONS READ ON E RIGHT HAND SIDE.

Ty :)

iQi

Worried shit.

Current doing: Looking at Q.Q
Wishing for: The vet to open!!

First it was Tikkie. Tikkie is sick. He's having pretty bad flu virus. He went to the vet. Now, he's spreading to the other 4 cats. For now its 1 though. & that's Q.Q

& i am fucking worried. Q.Q has her mouth like hanging open. She can't breathe through her nose now. She needs to breathe through her mouth. Her flu is pretty bad.. She is coughing as well. PLUS she feels warm. So i guess she's having fever.

I couldn't go to the vet cause its closed now. Night clinic's only open on Mon til Fri. Now Fik is worrying. Mom is worrying. I AM worrying. Fuck. I can't stand lookin at my baby like that. I dun want her to die!!!

Note: I just read up that cats DO have HIV. But its called Feline Immunodeficiency Virus (FIV). Cute eh. But its not due to intercourse -.-. Its due to blood or fluid contact. & that includes saliva. If a cat is a home cat, NEVER let it out.

My cats get their flu virus from outside. ARGH. I cant stand this. Q.Q please get well soon.

Oh yeah. I don't have a tagboard so. Fuck it.

Am still deciding if i should go for the Halloween party. But i dun wanna waste $20 on a lame one. Planning to go clubbing but i didnt get my halloween costume yet. so yeah. fuck paartying. I guess am stuck home studying fer my monday paper? can't wait? HAHA. Hell i cant wait to finish up all my exams and party my ass off for sure.

Nothin much of updates just that I am goin back to working on the 4th of November.

iQi

Glitch after Glitch

Current Doing: Eating junks
Wishing for: Menses to stop still.

I am like super bored right now. I am done with studying.
Gaming will come later.

I am almost done with stupid updating blog glitches (still figuring out since 2 pm) , updating tagged & friendster profile.

Edit pics here and there to make the blog/friendster look a bit more appealing (though i dun find any much difference for my friendster as I am not gonna be active there.) Plus i hate friendster cause it is too known. & private pics of mine are seriously too private for them to see. Well i dun care what the outsiders think, but i do care of what MY relatives would think. I hate unnecessary confrontations. They won't understand what's photography anyway.

So i decided to like make my blog public again. For now. I dun have much gossip. So i shall make it public.

Aaron is always super sweet. I pity his pinky o.o Seriously. I mean. U'll get what i mean if you go to his blog.

I have not been chattin much with dear Hafez. I hope he's ok. Miss him loads. This new buddy of mine, Zul. Is super nice. As in. Super nice as in. Cool fren. Crapping around with him is cool.


Dear shir wanted to go Bintan. I doubt so I wanna go. I mean i wanna party and stuff but.. Bintan is far :( I mean far frm me mommy. & it feels unsafe & my mind thinks its a bad idea. I wanna go Genting!!! Anyone please choose to go Genting pls pls pls psl splsp slspslsplspslpslpsl.!!!

iQi

Freaked up

Current Doing: Eatin cookie
Wishing for: MENSES TO STOP

i spendt 2 hours plus on editting all the stupid shits. There's a glitch for my tagboard. so till i figure out how the hell am to make my tagboard appear. In the meantime. u cant tag me :( Boohoo!! Shitos.

UpdateS?

Am super hungry n super weak lately. & I HATE IT.
mense cramp isnt any better. & i hate this.

Fuck. I hate it when my blog is so not perfect. Fuck fuck fuck.
I hope i can get ready soon. Or my cramps much better.
Pity faizal. He asked me out and stuff. oh gosh.

iQi

Shit Moofo Furck BLOG!

WTF?

Something's wrong. Like when I edit anything on my template or even tryna change to a new template, all the positions of e stuffs are everywhere. Like mayhem. like something has triggered them to be like tat. shitos.

Now I can't do anything. Lemme try edit it on my sis's comp. URGH. this is so not convenient!


iQi

Best at first. Traumatizing at last.

Current Doing: Chatting
Wishing for: To forget what happened.

Had my sup marketing paper just now. It was easy. Because the questions are like exactly the same that I studied everything for it. If I dun get a distinction, at least a pass. Wee~

So after that went to find my handbag. Decided on this Charles & Keith Handbag. its white and transparent. Cool eh. I am too lazy to take a pic of it. After that, I'm going Raya outing with Fik & Team LK. So. I had to head a bit later due to my paper.

Fik fetched me from home and so we rode to Bishan. I thought it's gonna be like 5 or 6 bikes. It was like 10 bikes or so. big time Yikes i tell you. It was kinda happening. With e big group and all. That was in the day. We went to like 5 houses. After the 5th house, we were to head to Woodlands, to adeQ's house. But at Yishun, near chong Pang, 2 of the bikes had an accident. 3 of our members fell. Bruised very badly. 2 of them got warded.This incident happened at 7 plus PM. One of them was a girl. She dislocated her arm. it was fucking bad. She had a lot of bruises. And she was crying. She was in Pain. I FELT her pain. Behind them was.. adeQ & Naz. Luckily Naz had an e-brake or else, adeQ n Naz wud have been thrown out of their bikes. Shit. I was lucky Fik accelerated. If not. Both of us wud get involved in it.

Oh well. I was traumatize. Like. i was SHIT. WTF just happened. I cried a little.. Coz i was like frightened. adeQ was rili frightened too.. Sigh..

iQi

TraLALALALA~~ Happy SHIIT~~!!

Current Doing: Sitting back & relaxing

Wishing for: espresso

LOTS LOTS of things happened.

Not really bad. But good things :) & i rarely put good things up so i shall put aside all those whines & complaints of mine. First up.

Yesterday, I talked to Hana. Well I apologised to her sincerely due to some misunderstanding and wrong information. So it was alrite la.. I dunno how it is on her side really. But I know. I sincerely forgive her IF la she did bitch or anything. About the others. Am not too sure.

This morning. Hana & Vanisha told me to go to e front. They showed me somethin freakingly surprising. Our last minute project, got ....* drum roll plssss....* *drum roll******.... AN A!!! YAHOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!! That makes it like I have TWO As now!! YAHOOOOOOO!!!! F&B & Case study am not too sure cause i didn't get mine back just yet. Oh well. Shall wait.

Later on i have skool. & its e last day of skool. After that. Exams *shudders*

Shitos. Exams. SHITOS.

I AM happy!!!!!! Someone gave me a bouquet of Teddies!! ARHHH!!!! I CAN GO CRAZY!!! ARHHH!!! LALAALL. ARHHHHH!!!

Thursday & Saturday. Hari Raya Outing >:)

Oh yeah. Friday. I need to book Toni & Guy on Fri. Till here.

P.s I had ood food for e past 3 days :D:D

iQi

Nothing in this world. Is for free.

I push away those who care/cared.


Why?


I hate u Taufik.
I HATE YOU!!!



Damn.
I need to run. & hide. Get away. Dun wanna face anything i'm facing.
Sigh. Life. LIFE. Sigh.


iQi

Over & over & over & over again..

Sick.
Tired.
of.
Everything.
Love.

Isn't Love.
Without Pain.

Life.
Isn't Life.
Without hardships.


& now.
My challenge.
Is Me.
Myself.

What is wrong with me?
I dun blame the world.
Of what wrongs happened.


What is love?
Aside from my family's?
What Am I Thinkin?




I told many.To fuck off. Told some not to come near.Told a few i like them. Told a couple I care. But told none. Of how how much he meant to me. & e issue. is? Me,Myself & I.


iQi

Imposters

Current Doing: Relaxing
Wishing for: coffee

So goes my Tagboard. At 1541hours if am not wrong. Someone using my name & goes saying "I need someone!" Woo~~ Tryin to make me look desperate huh.

Oh well.
I am flattered you wanna be me :) But go and find ur originality ok.
& as much as i'm single.
I have high abstinence.
& if . JUST IF. The imposter is someone who hates me.
Get over it already. Stop being rili stereo.


To Hidayat.
I DO remember you now!!
I used to be your Mary Jane remember? AHAHAH.
But erm. I forgot how u look like :S AM SO SORRRII.

Am bored. Bored bore bore boerbeorbeobreorbeobreoeorbeod.BORED.

Food today was macaroni cheese. I hope it makes me fat. At least.


iQi

Settlements

Current Doing: Lazing Around.
Wishing For: Espresso laa.

Wait. Let me check my visits and scores.
Woo~ Thanks to those who have recently visited.
And tagged.
LOL.
OH well. That's life la kan.
Life isn't life without bitching.


& so. Now. I'm thinkin of what someone told me.
I have been changing cliques ever since Day 1.
DUH. I make frens.
& So. I apologised to them. For what I think I did wrong.
But other things that i KNOW they did wrong. I shan't apologise.


OK cool. So school's gonna be alrite for me. Am away from them.
Now am more able to concentrate on. Studies.
Hawabi Sultan is a nice lecturer after all. Understanding.
Can't wait to go out & eat later. Haiya.


Ok that's it for now.

P.s I can make 6 volumes of u people. I bitch. Coz u bitch-ED. It won't make me any different from u all. But it makes u all feel what i felt. U dun care? I dun care either :) Not anymore after this entry.

iQi

MOTHERFUCKING, EFFIN, SIALAN PISSED OFF!

Current Doing: Stressed with Project
Wishing for: FINISH UP EVERY SINGLE FUCKING SHIT LA.

EH fucker! U really managed to pissed me off like shit. Congrats and thousands of BRAVOS for u la eh . THANKS EH. THANKS AH.

Oh yeah. Firstly. STOP JUMPING TO CONCLUSIONS LA. WHO E HELL ARE U?! I have other fucked up things to clear & i cudn't be there for u when I CAN NOT!!

Plus. STOP THINKING e world OWES u! Well REALITY CHECK. LIFE's NEVER FUCKEN FAIR & THAT U JUST HAVE TO FUCKEN ACCEPT IT!

UR FUCKEN RANTS AGGRAVATES MY TEMPER LA SIAL. I HAVE OTER FUCKEN PROBLEMS LIKE SCHOOL. U DUNNO E FUCKEN STORY RIGHT?! OK THEN SHUDDUP!
& IF UR GONNA SAY I DIDN'T TELL U. U JUST HAVE TO FREAKING WAIT AH! OH HELL. UR TIMING WAS JUST NICE. TO make me kill SOMEONE! SIAL UH. What's with promises? I promised I be there for you WHEN I CAN! I HAVE my own fuckign life to struggle through too ok. Pls k. PLS ah.

I shall let u fucken cool off uhh. Am sick & tired of complaining about u! Sheesh! BUZZ OFF!

To WAN:
I HAVE BEEN FREAKING BUSY. SO YAH. UNDERSTAND THAT EH PLS. & I DUN WANNA ENTERTAIN E FONE! MAH PREPAID LOW & AM GONNA CHGE E NUMBER SOON. & if ur gonna say i have a home phone. YES I DO. TU AKO pe PASAL NAK KE TAK NAK. I AM sick & fucken tired of entertaining u boys ah!!!!!!!!! & I MEANT THOSE NAMES MENTIONED IN THIS ENTRY!!!

Ade 3 pompan sundalan yang dkat dgn ako. Dorg peh puki sume dah mmg jahanam. Sial pe cibai!! KORANG nak balek. Balek. Korg pe BUIH tak msg tak kol ako bler ako dah sampai! PALA buto KORG. ABEH. Project sume in the End, AKO JGK PE yg buat. KORG STAKAT CARIK INFO. DAH NMPK SAH KORG PE INFO DAH SIALAN SALAH. AKO IGT KORG PEH PANDAI. ALAMAK. AKO LUPER UH. KORG UKAN EXPRESS KAN DULU. SIAL TOL. Look here ladies. I may not be going skool much but i can fucken understand & i can fucken learn on my own! & HELL. I dun need u ladies to start talking behind my back. To think am so fucken close to u girls. E reason y i HATE girls la eh. One by one ur mouths are like a chicken's pie hole! U can only rant! Ur fucken lucky ur girls. Ur fucken lucky we still have to do our project. Just wait la k after our project. BATANG IDONG KORG Pon ako tk pandang la sial! HYPOCRITES SAK. Ur just fucken lucky I am patient. Hell. I can't stand girls.


& hence forth. Ex bf got in contact with me. Dear Bob has been pretty cranky lately I think so. I am ocntented with my life for now. & i have lotsa things to think abt. Fucken stressed up.


iQi

Millions of Apologies

Current Doing: Nothing much
Wishing for: Assignments to finish quickly

I am so sorry I have not been updating for quite sometime now. I must tell u people something. Just so that u know, when I open up my blog and stuff, I am only active the ferst few weeks or months to say. After that, i'll slack my way through. I prefer to keep certain happenings on my own and stuff. But oh well, I shall just update the most recent ones that I can really remember.

I remembered going out with Fir (to recap, the long lsot fren) to far East and eat Sakura. & then he bought Viceroy. Haha. sweet. And we ate Fried Mars Bars. I so love that. The next week went to the same place with Wan. Ate fried mars bars again. & coincidentally met dear Zyed who's now workin in his mom's Co. Woohoo i tell u. Rich bugger. Sheesh. & then a few days back went to Amirah's Grill with the sweeties. Shir,Sya2 & Syaz. It was Syaz's bdae so that's y. It was a cock up. But nevertheless, we did celebrate her bdae. WooHoo to dear Shirin. I so love her. & loves. The main course for me was ok. I asked fer medium Rare. They made it well done. Thanks eh.

After that, me & shir followed me `rents to Mustafa Centre. I was too tired after that. Slept at around 6 or so.. & then the next day. Off to work.

Oh yrah. Am on 1 month vacation from work.. to Study. Yes. I have to study. 7 modules i have to fucking study. Big time ARRRHGHGHGHH!!!

Let me see.. If there's anything else. Am not up to contacting anyone much. Colleagues said I look stressed and that I gone skinnier. Shitos . frankly. I feel stressed up. I really have no idea why. Mayb its because the study stress is here. Its good u know. Its good. haha.

P.s Nipple in pain. Other than that. that's it. Taa~

iQi