iQi's Casa De Amore

The days after that....endless

2012-01-24T20:43:00.002+08:00

So I am now a married woman/girl. As I believe I have not outgrown my need of being pampered and acting cute with my beloved, I shall put girl.

People said that the first year of marriage is the hardest part because of trying to find the mutual understanding or adjusting to each other. I find it simple. But maybe harder later on when we live alone together.

I am still unsure to have a baby or not but I won't think that far yet.

And lets see what I can talk about.

I am feeling pretty comfortable working at my current workplace mainly because of the people there. They are fun. Friendly. And politics and shits aside, I feel really belong.

Low periods are boring but definitely fun. High peak periods are stressful but definitely fun too!

I really have no idea what else I should blog about aside that:

Confession:

When my work office call my phone, I fear that I might have forgotten my work schedule again!

Love,

iNa

Growing up

2011-11-18T16:02:00.002+08:00

So here I am after 5 months of going AWOL.

Yes. The date is set 12 Dec 2011 will be my ROM day.

Preparations are all done.

The only thing is these past few months have been pretty busy for me because I am working and there were lots of appointments. & still have a few to make.

But that's just what I want to update you all on.

This is what I want to actually talk about.
I am working in a hotel line and since this hotel is more like a resort, man. The guests that patronize the place are like... animals.

Guest #1:

"Can I have an early check-in? If possible can I have the highest floor and best view? Can I also have a late check-out?"

Wtf... U have an early check in and u still want a late check out? Then those guests that's coming in after u who wants an early check in? What's gonna happen to them? Faggots.

Guest #2:

I dun mind guest complaining and whatever shits they wanna hurl at me but if u want to actually talk to the manager, ASK for the manager and not complain to me and when I am trying to explain to u, u keep cutting me in even before I can say anything. Another. Freaking. Faggot

Guest #3:

Our extra bed in the room is considered as AN EXTRA BED. There's no additional Roll out bed or whatever fucking nonsense extra extra bed. Don't u understand English?

Guest #4:

Full house situation: "I have 1 room but I may need another one is it possible?" Me replied No because we are full house. "Can we just take one of the room from those who have not check in?"

Man these guests are bloody inconsiderate.

Guest #5:
"We find it ridiculous that u wanna charge us for requesting extra glasses for us to drink blablablablabla when we wanna have a party in a standard room with 15 people in it and we are going to cause a ruckus late at night.. and guess what we did this before and no one told us off!"

Someone. Needs. Manners.

& the list goes on!!!!!!

Personally I don't like to remember these sort of people because they are a total mood demotivator and I can only remember some of them that I find ridiculous. But overall, manageable.

I am going to Good Charlotte concert later in the evening. Hope it's a good one!

Ciao

P.s I hear wedding bells!

Love,

iNa

Love I learnt thus far

2011-04-16T03:19:00.002+08:00

I am a 22 year old lady who's getting married in 8 months time.

& this is what I've learnt about love/my man so far.

Common things:

He is a lot more eager to serve you in the 1st year of the rship than in the 4th year of the rship.

He expects you to understand a lot of things by the 3rd year of the rship.

You don't often say I LOVE YOU anymore because its already a mutual understanding by the 4th year.

Small things you disagree with gets very irritating but in order to not fight about it, you have to stop yourself and think that you're not perfect as well.

Uncommon (maybe) things:

He still manage to make me love him no less than I loved him yesterday or 3-4 years ago.

I realised compromise is a very difficult thing to do.

To spend $$ on priorities is slightly hard to manage but gets easier overtime.

I definitely don't find it boring even though i meet him 4 times a week because we sure as hell have activities/discussions to do.

Money issues always make your rship go bleak but knowing you have each other to support and also remind, it makes the bond stronger.

Hard to use a softer tone when i disagree (respect) with him. Still need to learn on that.

I love him. Cause, he's whatever I asked for in love. He isn't perfect. He has flaws that I do not like very much and so do I. But loving him taught me compromise, trust, communication, commitment, responsibility & to appreciate life and the people around you. In all, love, taught me to grow.

Love,

Ina

Onwards to 2011

2010-12-25T12:31:00.002+08:00

I have New Year Resolutions. Real ones this time.

1) Never to be late.

2) Reduce getting sick (that includes eating my supplements)

3) Teach Ron how to pray & hopefully convert him by Feb

4) Spend time with my family as it's less than a year :(

Yeap. That's it i guess.

Assignments, Assignments..

2010-12-06T14:51:00.002+08:00

This post is.. how stressed and confused am feeling.
Stressed because as usual, I have done tons of research but haven't found the right one yet. Confused because I just have no idea how to do it.

Or maybe its actually straight forward just that am too lazy to think or something.

My degree program is till August next year.
So now's my first term and I only have 3 terms.

I've met nice friends to be with but sadly, they're graduating on my first term as its their last term. Sigh. & my first term it has to be the toughest module.

& again, people keep asking me why I am against my own race. Short & simple, some of them just have issues with themselves(that some is like a majority). & those who are good, they are taken. If there's so many good ones available, I wouldn't resort to choosing a Chinese (:P). But hey, I believe that if its meant to be, its meant to be. So it MAY be that am meant to be with a Chinese (tbh, I liked Chinese boys since I was 12? Although, I still dated Malays of course).

I have no idea what am suppose to be talking about although there are tons and I hate blogging long shits without pictures. So I shall end this one here and hopefully, I won't be lazy to blog as often!

Btw, MY VIDEOS ARE UP!!!

Xoxox

Right here..Right now

2010-11-12T15:40:00.002+08:00

That I am supposed to bathe as we have to catch a movie at 5 plus PM.

But my cramps are acting up and I feel lazy.

Pity Ron cause its his off day and now he's spending it sleeping beside me.

Feel really bad.

Had my first presentation(so called) yesterday.

It was to read a paragraph and summarize it.

So I summarized a paragraph that consists a total of six lines/3 sentences.

In a group there's 4 members.

1 paragraph to 1 member.

1 slide to 1 minute.

Since one of them is absent left 3.

3 people total of 2 minutes.

& the lecturer said we are too fast so a danger in lack of content.

What fucking content is there from an average of 8 lines/4-5 sentences?

Stupid-no-bloody-humour lecturer.

Whatever. I think I really need a bath.

What's Love

2010-11-12T01:52:00.002+08:00

Can't sleep.

Have been busy.

How do you show that you Need someone?

Or is love needing someone?

Needing the person like food for your body.

Needing the person like the air that we breathe.

Needing the person like how our heart beats for us to be alive.

Why must it be shown Still when you know it all along?

What's wrong with me?

Obsessed? I really think I have issues.

The question is, why would I be insecure when there's nothing to feel

insecure about? Why can't I trust? It's because knowing how it hurts scares me.

Then where's my faith in him? I don't know. I guess knowing he loves me now satisfies me. But when I think of the future, I keep thinking of worse case scenarios, makes me wanna bawl like a baby.

It's weird how love as an emotion, alters one's mindset.

*feels troubled with a lot of things*

What happened in early 2010

2010-11-08T17:37:00.002+08:00

Ron finished his NS in September.

Had my internship in April till October.

Lots of credit card debts =P(actually no really).

Was supporting Ron for 2 months cause he finished NS and had to find work.

Had fun during internship.

Bullshitted my Year 2 final year presentation.

Was happy to be out of school for awhile.

Lots of yum yum.

Lots of food.

Now:

Dieting my ass off because am becoming fat.

Yes.

XoXoX

Rather low Vocab issue

2010-11-08T04:06:00.003+08:00

Yes as you can see.
I haven't been writing much.

Novels I read was so easy to understand that words I didn't know I just forget to note down and find the meaning of it.

Have a problem.

& that is I like to procrastinate damn too much.

Oh God.

I have assignment due in 2 days and am still not done with it.

Ok I am getting really sleepy. I will stop here first. Plus I need to delete another blog.
I HAVE LOADS TO UPDATE!

Till then,

XoXoX

Resurrect

2010-11-08T03:58:00.001+08:00

I pretty much decided to

RESURRECT

this blog after looking and reading back everything.

Miss this blog loads.

The memory it contains, really valuable.

BLOG SHIFT!

2009-09-23T01:04:00.004+08:00

I know I don't frequent blog shift but here's the new URL:-

http://lacasa-de-amore.onsugar.com

RELINK when possible please!!!

Thanks soo sooo much! Just post comments here if you DID relink la hor.

iNa

Embracing..Depression.

2009-09-18T01:25:00.002+08:00

Something's odd about me lately.
I don't feel like myself.
I am not as optimistic about ANYTHING anymore.
I just feel.. Alone..

It's about everything in the world that I feel is against me.
I don't know WHAT.

I..
I have a confession to make.
It's been a year plus.
& i still not over it.
& the emotion & flashback of it is really hard on me now.

If I am not strong willed right now, I would have gone insane.
RonRon can't relate to me with what happened - even though he is involved.

I should have went for counseling but to me, I don't think my depression is THAT bad.
I still can function like as per normal.

The feeling came when I started school.(July)
Cause around the same time last year, I was in MDIS.

RonRon is having his own problems & as down as I am now, I had to think twice of going into that 'self-destruct' mode.

All my life, I had lived.. Thinkin of others' feelings be it whatever wrongdoings i had intentional or not.

The memory still so fresh.
Those developing fingers & toes...
The days whereby, I was on my own emotionally to deal with the loss.

I can't say anything anymore.. I am at loss for words..

*i miss ronron so much..*

Hooray for Proper windows(??eh?)

2009-09-08T02:30:00.003+08:00

Mood: Quite sleepy.

So please don't mind my limited vocab.

I realised that, those who I treat them as friends, aren't even near it. Wait.
Not even near acquaintance.
Maybe its my fault, or theirs. Or both.

Sometimes I feel I shouldn't even KNOW the person exist. But to think of it again, I mature up because of these people.
But holy crap.

They are still a pain in the ASS even after not being close to them.

I don't know how much I can stand this 'problems after problems' life.
Not that I don't know life IS a problem.
But you know..
For just a while.. I want to feel.. Free..
Which never happens for me anyway.

Am missing RonRon so much.. He's now getting activated to go India already.
I.. feel like tearing.. Even though its just 3 weeks..
I literally went crazy when he had his 1 week outfield (adds in no PHONE CALLS AT ALL).
So it's gonna be expensive to even communicate when he's in India.
It's in Oct btw. Which isn't.. far.

It's depressing depressing depressing.

"If you don't have enemies, you're a person with NO character."

iNa

Stupid Fucks

2009-09-07T15:36:00.000+08:00

Shoutout for Thursday:
"Worse day of my life. Had presentation on that day. Called cab. cab was 15 mins late cause he got lost. While sitting in the cab my mense flowed forward and stained my cream dress(for presentation). When presentation start, my mates compiled my old DRAFT ppt slides and I got lost in my own slides.
Bloody hell."

Shoutout today:
"I am slightly pissed that work is cutting hours and I get to work only once a week, and thats considered lucky enough. I have to keep turning down plans that I already said YES to just because of work. Am sorry girls :(.
Now, Sat is another one.. Bleargh :(."

iNa

SOmething IS wrong

2009-09-02T16:07:00.000+08:00

Yes, Something is wrong with my browser or something.

Shoutout:
"I have so many plans this month I don't even know if my pay is sufficient for this month's activity :(. Hope RonRon will chip in xD. Oh. I don't like talkin about my past life. No.NO."

Another Shoutout

2009-08-30T22:14:00.000+08:00

Blogger is being shitty. Same with Facebook. Or it's just my bloody browser.

"Geylang was uneventful and full of filth. The only nice thing is the food.
I won't go back there except for DengDeng & to buy mommy's baju kurung >.<
I miss RonRon too.!"

iNa

Random Shoutout

2009-08-28T02:00:00.002+08:00

Shoutout:
"Big balls. Am craving for big balls!!! I love honey mustard. & i find eating mustard & boiled hot dogs very Ghetto-ish(i like..)" - iNa

Net is a BITCH

2009-08-28T01:09:00.002+08:00

Twitter isn't posting my shoutouts.
Facebook isn't loading any goddamn shit.

Shoutout:
"Lesson learnt, NEVER eat chocolate when am outside, The Proposal is a recommendation, & i LOOVE my french manicure & RonRon promoted to Corporal. More $$ :P"

iNa

I have it .. yet so far..

2009-08-03T00:08:00.003+08:00

Right.

I am not going to be active here since I have SCHOOL, WORK, TUTORING & FAMILY & BOYFRIEND.

Yes. Please understand my position. Just wait for my new phone to come in (which I am not even sure when am gonna fucking buy it since am working less now due to school. Not to mention FULL TIME STRESS starts in October when RonRon's going India :(..)

& other than that I have not much of updates aside that I am working this coming Sunday
which is Singapore's National Day. $14/HR BEBEH!!!

& other than that, WHO GOT THE FUCKING LAST LAUGH NOW AH?!! Sheesh.
BACK TO FUCKING YOU GET UR OWN TWO WHOLE ARMS AND FUCK URSELF.

P.s, work taught me to stand for my rights..

iNa

1:03 AM Monday

2009-07-27T01:03:00.002+08:00

If i have a choice, I don't want marriage.
(But i love RonRon too much to ignore that phase).

& if I have another choice,
I don't want men to be created(& please, i dun wanna hear those rightful words of "women need men because BLABLABLA).

3 days 2 nights she's gonna be missing.
Me, Sis gonna take care of bro for that period.

Right.
So now..

Where the fuck anyone went wrong?
It sucks.
SUCK SUCK SUCK SUCK SUCK SUCK.

P.s I have lots of things to say but seriously, am in no fucking mood.

"No one is constantly on your side, No one is worth your everything.."

P.s JORDAN. KAMSAHMIDA(dunno how to spell) for EVERYTHING on that day =D REALLY REALLY THANK YOU!. & HAPPY BIRTHDAY YO!

iNa

7th July, Farewell.

2009-07-13T19:40:00.005+08:00

Spicy Tuna & Crispy Salmon Maki

My dear friend flew off to Australia,Brisbane on that date.

That is like our meet up since forever.

Shir,Syasya & Me & iKa. It was emotional.

It's sad to see someone we care to be so far..

But with all the sadness, there sure is the happy moments
. & that is I got to see all of them again.
My 3 girls.
After that, we went town to do some shopping. We shopped at Wisma & literally went into all the shops.
Lost track of time and realised the shops are closing.
Wth. We were really hungry & decided to eat at Shokudo.

I recommend it ALOT.
The food there ARE DELICIOUS sia.
That is, if you don't mind that its Non-Halal.

Talk about Non-Halal, I prefer Pastamania before it became Halal.
The standard DROPPED like big time after it became Halal.
Maybe.. It's cause there's no white wine in them anymore :(
& just because I eat Non-Halal don't mean I eat pork literally.
& non-halal doesn't necessarily mean EAT PORK.
It's the ingredients(aside from pork) that enhanced the food.
Like seafood goes with white wine & beef goes with red wine.
Or foie gras has its uniqueness..

Or that expensive mushroom;Saffron.

Till then,
iNa

Phones Phone Phones

2009-07-13T19:31:00.004+08:00

RonRon's phone. But he's in black. His functions are
so fucking cool la.

Sheesh.

Singtel wants to promote MiO Mobile but the phone that supports it are gonna be donated to the museum. *roll eyes*

Well except SE Xperia.

RonRon's dad bought him N97 *jealous*. & I've to get a new phone partly for the MiO Mobile (since RonRon's phone don't support it -.-'. It's gonna be me now.) & replace my phone that's having a fucking joystick problem.

But it's only 3MP for the camera :(:(.

C905 has 8.1MP!!! AHHHH!

Now about school.

School fucking suck.
I am taking a bridging module in Year 1 before I could go to Year 2.
There are only China & Vietnamese people in my class.
I AM the only Singaporean in the class & 99% sure the only malay in school.

One kid could actually ask me,"What's a keychain?"
I could seriously laugh.
Thank God am only gonna be in the class for 2 months.

Oh for those who don't know, am taking BA in Hospitality & Tourism Management.

P.s The kids really can't make it sia -.-'.

iNa

Sony Ericsson G900

2009-07-04T13:30:00.005+08:00

I'm thinking of buying a new phone.

Not because my phone is spoilt(well slightly. They joystick).

But mainly because of SE G900's WiFi function.

My bill have been hitting $70-$80 (i know its not that much but long term it's gonna be such a liability) so I have another choice.

So here are the choices:

1) Singtel has this Mio Mobile service. You pay $10/mth(if i got it right its below $20) and you'll get unlimited Outgoing calls. So it meant I have to get a Singtel Plan which is $15. Of course la the cheapest one.

The thing is, I still have to keep my Starhub number for 1 more year. Because, next year then the contract ends. So note down: Starhub's gonna be a liability for 1 year.

2) Just get the god damn(or not) and make my bills to $70-$80 as per normal.(+ all the family financial going on.)

P.s I don't do trade-in phones kinda thing. Had never done it.

So people, help me choose an option or suggest ok?

*fuck la wtf is wrong with the pic uploader. Sheesh.

iNa

I am fine now.

2009-06-28T22:20:00.005+08:00

Pictures are from Sat and go any lower, it's old activity.

Me, Hui Hui, Qiu Yan

Ryan, WaiKin, Mark

Please. I hate this pic of me.

I totally look URGH. So here's the cake.

Ok story goes like this. I was fooling around with my NEW thong.
It's NEW OK!? And RonRon snapped it for me.
Oh. I got the idea from Pintsize. A char from QC.

My birthday cake by my family =). I have like
3 birthday cakes for 2 years in a row. Wow.
I love you people!!

Yvonne & me. CO colleague.

My baby Hershey. Sheesh my bed damn messy.

NiNi & Me.

Sorry readers.

The last post was..
Just my sensitivity and a whole lot of mood swings.

Ok here you go.

My Saturday was spent with Hui2, Qiu Yan, Mark, Wai Kin, Ryan & RonRon(later part).

It was my belated birthday celebration & Wai Kin's as well.
We headed to Pasir Ris to eat Arnold's(which is yummy and my family's favourite chicken food;they have one in Paya Lebar).
& after that headed to Esplanade to meet RonRon after he's finished with his NDP thingy.

It was really fun meeting my old friends and destress me a lot since I keep working and shits like that.

As you all can see, I have stopped Movie Reviewing and food reviewing because.. I am not in the right mood these few months.

I am currently having family problems & financial problems. Well.. sort of but not serious. Still. Problems.

Eversince I age(or maybe its just naturally aware of), I have been pretty much worrying about lots of other future things.

I don't like asking my parents money even though I had to..
I don't like RonRon to keep buying me expensive food even though both of us end up giving in to expensive food.

& well lots of other things like me & mom's school loans, saving for erm, marriage..

GOD i sound old.

I am in the midst of NO LIFE right now. Work, Home, RonRon.

& after calculating my pay for this coming July.. it's 1.3K excl CPF. Wow.
No wonder my schedule is only 3 days this coming week. =/

Pictures are up.

Till then.

I LOVE RONRON.

iNa

Usual Attacks. Usual degrading feeling.

2009-06-25T23:31:00.003+08:00

Guess I should be immune to these sorta stuffs .. right?

Oh . I guess not.

It's just GOD DAMN FUCKING degrading when you don't respond.

It's just motherfucking chao cibai kanina puki buto holy fucking degrading OK?!

u DUNNO HOW IT FEELS!!!!

DUN START WITH "bcoz-it-isnt-possible-situation" kinda shit with me!!

WHEN IT IS POSSIBLE FOR ME!!!!

You know what? NOT POSSIBLE right?

Then i shan't make it possible.

iNa

YAY! Another update..

2009-06-22T01:12:00.005+08:00

Illy and Me. After work face like shit la me.

Crazy & fun Irene.

Me & my eyebags. Sheesh.

Random random.

Hahaha.

Another random.

First & foremost,

I would like to announce, I really miss my dear dear friends before I started getting busy working.

Secondly,
The wedding2 thing are just thoughts and plans la ok. I still wanna pamper myself with other stuff instead of saving up for.. marriage -.-'.

Thirdly,
I can't make it for my work BBQ Pit since on that day my dearest Ulu colleagues planned a belated birthday party for me(seriously i am touched, Just like I was touched when Dwi & Adeq surprised me with an advanced birthday cake at Vivo).

& my colleagues kept telling me to make sure am able to make it.

I shall se how first.

Fourth, I can't get enough of my boyfriend.

Fifth, I am contented with how things are going for now.

Sixth, I have a few pix to upload.

Seventh,
I am so lazy to blog.

Stupid Fucking Laptop

2009-06-16T01:30:00.002+08:00

My laptop is dying on me again la. Wtf.

It's 1:30AM now and am seriously spose to sleep.
Work at 7.30 AM later.. (@.@) HAIYAAAH!

Ok.
I was figuring out how the fuck am to make my song start.
& i had to redo the whole playlist and shits like that. Pathetic.

Oh well. Anyway..
Should I save up for a laptop or.. spend on clothess?!!!

iNa

Fresh ohh Fresh..

2009-06-16T00:41:00.002+08:00

I am currently hooked to this song.
Bad Boy by a Korean singer Son Dam Bi.

It's a really catchy tune to me. Hee.

Work is pretty awesome at times. Other times its just mundane.
The peeps there are nice.
Work is pretty slack.
I love the money that keeps rolling in.

& i love it that I can shop at the same time(though truthfully.. its boring that 50% of my clothes are Cotton On @.@).

Haiyah..

I shall update some pictures when I get all my pictures..

I swear I miss RonRon even though we met and I overnight at his place.
I talked to mom about our erm.. marriage plans..
Which is impossible if I wanna have the ceremony in a restaurant for both our families.
Financial wise impossible if its by end of next year la..

Sigh.. Money money money..

iNa

Those Missing Days..

2009-06-09T00:58:00.002+08:00

I miss RonRon.
Though we met over the weekend.

I hate Army.
They keep taking away RonRon from me.
Sigh.. Thank God work is here..

Morning shift later..

P.s, Dwi, am just kinda pissed and disappointed with your decision. You know what I mean. I don't hate you hor! Just upset. & I miss you as well.

iNa

Random notes

2009-06-07T22:34:00.001+08:00

Yes I'm back for awhile.
I have been busy with work.
Like fucking busy.

I am working at Cotton On Body Lot 1.

(to those i hate, don't count on me giving you a good service. Well, u dun deserve it in any aspect.)

It is FUN & yet TIRING & also, I get to shop. In a sense, to tell u the truth, by the time when I plan to quit the job, I would need to sell my clothes I bought from Cotton On itself. That's how many I gotta buy.

Argh..

& anyways I AM PLAYING SIMS 3!!

*SQUEAAAL*

Ok. Till then.

iNa

So Now.. What?

2009-05-31T22:22:00.002+08:00

Sorry people I don't hsve much of an update to do.

So I shall just blog about the interview.

I arrived there around 9 AM and it was a looooong interview.

4 hours.

I shall not go in details what we did because erm.. Just can't..

& soo..

I got the job.
I got Cotton On Body at Lot 1.
Yay! Near RonRon's houseeee~

Oh and pay is $7/hr. Double pay will be well.. $14/hr of course.

There are a lot of benefits, in a sense.. like I get $50 voucher every 3 months to stock up on my Cotton On uniform, 30% off with capping of 14, I can wear WHATEVER I want :D

Ok when I really have an update or my mind isn't full of worries.. I shall blog.

Till then, my blog's gonna be a bore.

iNa

Unexpected call

2009-05-28T14:04:00.002+08:00

So as you people know.. I have been jobless.

Someone called me an hour ago..

I didn't recongnise the number so I though it would be Dwi or Adeq or whoever la knows my number.

Haha. It was neither but.. Cotton On.

The funny thing was I gave them my Resume like 3 months ago so I thought they already sent it to the Trash Bin icon or something. But unexpectedly.. they called.

Some guy name Ghaz was talking to me like as if we knew each other. Good communication skill..

Am to go to Novena Sq Cotton On tomorrow for an interview at 9 am. Bleah..

iNa

A Dream I Shall Remember

2009-05-26T14:18:00.002+08:00

I woke up today, feeling all touched and a dream that melts my heart and make my heart grow double the size.

I dreamt I had a baby girl. Me & RonRon's baby girl because RonRon was there coo-ing her as well.

She looks a lot like me. I can't remember much details.

The only thing I know was we were in a shopping mall and my baby girl was uncomfortable.

God.. I want that one day,

RonRon's & My flesh & blood...

iNa

This is an example of MY DREAM DATE.

2009-05-24T01:44:00.008+08:00

*EDIT** I TOTALLY FORGOT TO PUT E PIC WE TOOK IN IMAX THEATRE. Can't see much but heh. Still wanna put!

Initial plan was to go swimming at Jurong East water works.
But the two main attractions, 'Lazy River' & 'Wave Pool' was under renovation -.-.

RonRon bought $34 Board shorts for nothing like that.

So after that, we randomly plan to go Science Centre.
Tell me about it. Really random.

We were hesitant at first because we weren't planning to waste much money so we checked the prices for Science Centre.

It was $12.80 for Science Centre + IMAX Movie Package (whereby if you just buy IMAX it's $10).

The show we watched was Sea Monsters. It was.. Sleepy.
It was really fun. Check the pictures out.

This one was, we were waiting for the bus. I LOVE HIM.

I just HAVE TO pose with colourful statues.

It's the lowest statue, so just randomly pose with it la.

T-REX is a MUST!

As well, for RonRon :P.

Oh yeah. There was a small egg exhibition.
This one has small2 holes.

& this one is fully hatched. CUTE!

I was feeling childish so I went through holes and stuff.
Some kids playground.

Posing to show the center of the exhibition.

Without the flash it's green in colour.

It looked colourful in real & like a fantasy princess area.

RonRon had to pose too!

Ok. This is small basin with some blue liquid inside.
& the white2 stuff is dry ice. Amazing isn't it..(for me lah)

After all that, we were really hungry.
RonRon saw this restaurant just beside the Science Centre called Snowon Restaurant.

It's inside Snow City -.-'
We wanted Seafood so we went there.

Sadly enough, we were too hungry to remember taking any food pictures :(.
I am sad myself. Can't share with you people.

Ok. We ordered,
Chilli crab (@$18! FUCKING HELL FUCKING CHEAP AND TASTE NICE TOO!)
Oyster Omelette
Baby Kailan
& well duh Rice.
I wanted to try their mantou, but I don't wanna eat 8 mantous. So i asked for 2.

Guess what? Their chef personally asked for our order.
& he gave complimentary mantous. HAHA.

Altogether cost $40 & there's NO PORK NO LARD NO GST.

I was pretty wow.
& service wise was really good that i tipped them(maybe partly cause they were seriously too free).

The food was nice, just wondering why no customers.

After the food, the chef recommended us to go to the Icebar /Alphs Bar or something.

We agreed, went in, & HOLY FUCKING SHIT. I WAS FREEZING. IT was minus GOD KNOWS how many Degrees Celsius.

I was sitting down trying to control. Which I managed.
RonRon was trembling so damn bad that when we took pics, his hand was trembling real bad.
HAHAHA.

I never go to Snow City before so wasn't mentally prepared.

But hey, for a date, it was one nice experience.

P.s My finger tips and toes were damn numb.

Check the pics out.

Waiting for food la.

RonRon happy got food.

He was trembling~

See la my face like Gong Gong cause his hand shaking.

Hee Hee.

Just a view of it.

Overall, you should try going to Science Centre & eat ay Snow City.
I am planning to invite some people there for my birthday.

*thinking*

I LOVE RONRON! THANKS FOR TODAY! I LOVE YOU!

iNa

Few things that gets on my nerves!

2009-05-21T15:16:00.004+08:00

Why does my hair grow so ever freaking slow? Damn. I am not in a good moood.
& the only part growing longer is my frinch. I have to go to the salon every once a month!

Oh & of course, not forgetting TREATMENT. $25 buuuurn.
To some its okay but am NOT working.

NOTE: Entry is about games. So thsoe who don't really understand it, sorry ok. I do have a lil bit of Geek-ness in me.. Haha.

Ok I have been playing Sims 2 Free Time. The last ever Sims 2 expansion that I didn't have which now, I do because Pre-Ordering Sims 3 is $74.90. & another thing is that Sims 3 actually costs $56 and Now some Sims 2 Expansion Packs are at $25.90. So I get to download this Expansion Pack.

I don't even understand what I'm talking about.

& as usual, I do play Left 4 Dead still just that, it gets on my nerves when Valve's Steam kept giving me problems. Like I can't keep signing in and shits like that. Seriously.

IT is getting slightly boring for me because I have pretty much completed all the Campaigns & Survivals and certain Versus maps( I suck at VS).

& if not for my game pals, it would be DEAD boring.

RonRon introduced me Warcraft III. I knew about it long time ago just that I never play it before. He showed me and stuff like that. It was OK la.
As in am not interested to play yet because whenever he introduced it to me, he's in front of my face.

& if u know me, I can't focus on anything else if he's with me.
It doesn't necessarily need to be sex DUH.

WoW : WotLK

Haha. I really want this Expansion Pack but but... I haven't even cross the Level 70 mark yet!
Imagine that.

I am way fucking bored of playing alone. I am Level 50 now.

& the quests are so ever grinding quests(hunting mostly killing). I hate to do grinding quests ALONE.

NO ONE I AM CLOSE WITH plays World of Warcraft maybe cause they prefer FREE GAMES. WoW u gotta subscribe every month for $22. Sigh.

So I had to terminate my subscription for the time being =/.

RonRon started playing Defense of the Ancients.
I saw it. It is pretty technical looking and strategic RPG like that.
RonRon said I wouldn't like it cause it's much technical than WoW(which i have to agree to the technical part).

I shall see first. I have like school in at least a month's time and with games polluting my mind is a real distraction.

I think that's it for now.

Adeq & Dwi. 2nd June ok?

iNa

When a bitch meets a bitch (HAHA)

2009-05-19T15:45:00.003+08:00

& so we met.
It was fun I tell you.

I was late because of my bowel problems and I treat Dwi to the laksa at Queensway Shopping Centre.

We then went Vivo to get more food as we weren't satisfied.
She had Subway & I had Carl's Jr.

It was one of the best hang out I ever had la.
Well, we are very open people. So we chatted about our past, how we lose our first, what are sluts and what is life and comparing our bf's dicks (LOL) and that how to separate Men and Boys.

Well basically, Men please, boys don't. How true.

We talked about each others' boobs and comparing to those people we know, well not ALL but yeah.

We in a sense try to know and understand each other. The only bad thing about us is we bitch not about each other but people who seriously, just hit our nerves.

I don't understand what's so bad about her when seriously, she has her issues, like everyone in the world has it maybe not so serious but still, humans HAVE issues.

Didn't ask Adeq along cause we scared she has school and stuff. Sorry Adeq!

Just a note:
Some people really think I hate them. When as far as I remember, I NEVER said anything about hating them.(unless I post something that is swearing about that someone DUH obviously I don't like that someone)

Some people think they're hot stuff when seriously, they're the last person I even wanna acknowledge.
Hot stuff don't SAY they are seriously.

I don't BITCH about people I DON'T KNOW or that has done nothing wrong to me/friends.
Oh. Wait. I am still a bitch aren't I? *sarcastic laugh* Pathetic.

This is major BS.

Still I don't hate anybody really. Just like everyone else I make mistakes, but I try to correct them. Sometimes no matter how nice, people try to manipulate the whole shit and hurl it back to us. So why bother being nice?

So, am really done and over with.

RonRon, come back hurry please.

Oh. Here's some pics.

P.s I don't look too good so don't mind me.

iNa.

SQUEALS!!

2009-05-16T14:08:00.003+08:00

I am wearing something hor. Just its really low cut la..

By: RonRon :)

RonRon bought me Sims 3 for my advance B'day Present! YAY!

I sooooo love it!

Thanks pumpkin :) Although I do feel bad.

& Sadly enough, 2nd June he can't tag along to The Sims 3 Launch Party because he's in camp!!
I shall take pictures for you :D

& Dwi said she'll confirm go. We shall see on that day heh.

&&. God. Young kids nowadays are sooo irritating.
Dah bawah umor jangan nak step know it all la seriously.

Who the fuck wanna bring u down when u brought urself down the fucking drain?
Wanna steal someone's happiness and in the end wanting to keep another one.
God. Fucking grow up already.
& stop contradicting!

iNa

I really miss....

2009-05-15T02:06:00.002+08:00

I am very hungry. Eatin Mee Maggie now. Mense is here.

You know what I miss most now?
Chatting and sharing a bedroom with my lil sis.

Before we shifted rooms, it was still ok because.. She hasn't start her school yet.
Now.. I rarely get to see her.

Ok wait, I DO see her almost everyday but not as much quality time and laughter unless we have a family outing which is now RARE because Mom has her exams and stuff till 5th June.

I miss when we had our fun times. Frankly, she has become cranky and very whiney. Not I hate it or whatever, just that sometimes even if she whines it won't make the problem better.

I miss when we chat at night chat chat chat till we fall asleep and saying 'Good Night.'

Weekends are packed for her & me cause i'll be with RonRon and she has her working life at Guardian.

Yeap. Am rotting. Rotting rotting rotting.

I miss anyone who loves me dearly.

iNa

Just recent stuffs

2009-05-14T05:14:00.002+08:00

Note: Certain names are.. friends from my gaming session.

Earlier on, me,Icy,Ricky & Riot played L4D new map. The power station.
I had never laugh that bad while playing a game. HAHAHA. Damn classic!

And anyways.
My boobs are seriously painful and when it swells its extra painful.
& i crave so so much.
& well i eat a lot as well.
& i get horny so often which isn't cool cause I don't have a high sex drive.

&&.
Sims 3 is coming this June 2nd!!
I AM GOING TO ILUMA, BUGIS for the launch party!!
I waaaaant!
RonRon promised to pre-order the game at Comics Connection which costs $75 i think and if he does that, I get to download ANY game from Sims 2 FREE! Which am left with Sims 2 Free Time.

Now the problem is my desktop's graphic card. Need daddy to change it for me. Sigh.

Oh yeah over the weekend, went to ish Manhattan Fish Market with RonRon as I was craving for Salmon & garlic butter sauce. We didn't take the picture of the food cause.. I was famished. So no pictures.

We had 2 soups, 1 Appetizer & 2 Entrees & 2 drinks which cost $69.

I heard MFM gonna get the 'HALAL' cert soon. & mom adds in, MFM is expensive la. Even if they go HALAL not many Melayus will go there. Please don't get offended cause i say not many. I didn't say NO ok.

My response was "LOL".

RonRon is having outfield from Tue-Thurs.

I swear I can't wait. I miss him and I need him to fulfill me. In whatever ways he can. I MISS RONRON!

Anybody joining me on 2nd June?!!! JUNE COMING! BIRTHDAY !! YAY2!

iNa

REalisation

2009-05-09T04:04:00.000+08:00

I just realised I don't have a picture of my bf like most other blogs do.
Gosh. Cannot laaa like this.

Ok. Here.

Petty Things Letting go.

2009-05-09T03:36:00.004+08:00

Please don't try and redeem yourself because it irritates the fucking shit out of me!

Please stop acting like a fucked up virgin high school ass!

Please stop thinking the world revolves around you!

Because you know what?

I am fucking sick and tired of entertaining your every whim!
& guess what? So are the others.

Whoever felt this entry please, that's your fucking problem really. The best thing you could do is shut your crap and and suck it up just like I do/did.

Ahh.. that felt better...

iNa

Paris Hilton BFF thingy

2009-05-06T00:10:00.006+08:00

I know this show has been around for quite sometime but you know me, I am not very updated on this.

So I managed to finish watching Paris Hilton's my New BFF show.

Something like all other reality shows that's now on only I find this show a lil bit, unreal and, High school.

Start off, intro-ing certain hardcore blonde(stupid DUH) bitches. Well not all of them are though.

Brittany. She became Paris's best friend. Imagine that.. An Indie rockstar wannabe with A Blonde high class Paris.
Brit is seriously fucking Indie. Or Rockstar or whatever kids nowadays like to be.
I can't imagine her and Paris together but they sorta have some kind of similar achievements i don't know.

Corrie. Core-y.
She had cosmetic surgery 3 times.
She has a bf.
She's totally blonde(well duh not literally).
She has a rocking body and I think she can do yoga.
She had been saved from eliminations for God knows how many times.

She was/is a whore. She was accused sucking/fucking other married men or shits like that. I forgot exactly what. But yeap. Definitely about sex.

Lauren. I love[D] her. She has really nice hair! well not in this pic thou.
She is totally fucking blonde.
Self-centered.
Easy bitch. You should have seen how she grind/make out with random guys.

Onch. A fucked up attention deprived melodramatic gay.
There was this episode in a club a guy said to him something like,"You're a dude? Man I'm feeling all weird now that you're a dude." Yuck.

He suck. I hate how dramatic he is. He kept begging in public to Paris something about not eliminating him.

Vanessa. A FUCKING PSYCHO STALKER BIG FAN OF PARIS.
She came out as the last 2 finalist and well she's psycho.
She kept wanting to be near Paris. She keep calling Paris ,"Hey Gorgeous." Come one. You sound like her BOYFRIEND.
Even other people in the show can feel a stalker vibe from her.
She's always too emotional. I hate her.
She scares the shit out of me.
Oh oh, she even wanted to stalk Brit & Paris when both of the girls were having 1 on 1 moments in the show. WTF??!

Zui. Another psycho. But its mild.
I soo cant see how she's gonna connect with Paris.
I hate Zui because she sounds like an irritating RAT.
She got eliminated because of her psycho temper.

Sinsu!. She's actually quite sweet and nice looking.
She has some drinkin problems thats why she got eliminated.
I hate it when they dyed her hair Platinum blonde.
She totally looked like a prost/some low life girls.
I think more like an urban Geisha.

I think this is as much as I can think of those who are worth mentioning in my blog haha.
I was bored people so I was thinking what would a Blonde tell another Bloned to do just to be with the 'in' crowd sorta thing?

Well aside from watching all those nonsense, I managed to like survey all the good and cool clothes and hopefully I could get it from town. Although most of my taste are available at Victoria's Secret. I am not willing to order now as Shipping fee is.. *jaw-drop*

Sigh.

I didn't go to Double-O the other time as I wasn't feeling well and my mood wasn't there as well. Thank God I didn't anyway.

Other than that, I have not much of an update.

Tata!

I miss Sya2, Shyra, Ika, Qiu Yan, Hui2, Dwi, Adeq, Bahiyyah, Syimah, Netty, argh. & RonRon.

iNa

Clean Up After Shitting PLEASE.

2009-04-29T04:43:00.002+08:00

Met Faz and Adeq earlier on.
God. Was it fun.

Boy & Girls. Before marrying,
Have a thorough check up of each other.

You wouldn't want to be the one cleaning up each others' shits.

OR.

You wouldn't want to be THE shit.

Hehe.

Double-O Double-O.

RonRon promoted to Lance Corporal! MORE MONEY!
NOT FOR ME HOR.

iNa

This & that & growing up

2009-04-23T04:39:00.004+08:00

Sigh.

I miss my fun life.
I miss my life when I have money.
I miss my life when.. I have all the time to be outside having fun.

I hate it now that I am maturing and rotting away making me feel..incomplete.

I have like a few things to stress about.

MAJORLY money issues. >> Like RonRon has been supporting me & him together on his pathetic $500 pay(which ironically to me isn't pathetic since am still alive & kicking). So i majorly need work. I LOVE WORKING. I just hate searching for it :(
Is his lil bro. I have been tutoring his lil bro. U think its easy?! Hell no! Ok. First I have to be extra extra extra patient because of the pace. He is slightly slower. & there's alot of factors in why tutoring him is really stressful.
As my mind matures, I am not worrying for myself. I worry also for my family. Especially my mom right now. It's about her degree. She's really ssomeone I look up on. Juggling full time work & school. I love her. But I wish I could help her financially as well. Considering I have school this July too & it isn't cheap, that's for sure.

So far that's my main problem.

When I wake up do nothin, I think about them. When in the middle doing nothing, I think about them. Before I go to sleep, I think about them.

No wonder mom & dad said I look old -.-'.

I really miss hanging out with the girls.

I really miss my hubby.
I miss how much time we had together.
I miss the times when am really sick & growing..
I miss his mom........It isn't long..but her presence really make a difference to me.
I love RonRon so so much.

I don't bother with poetry or nice nice words already laa.
My relationship is too season for that HAHAHA.

Oh. I have decided on my babies names. Hmm. I plan to continue the 'A' legacy.
Since it's:

Azhar(dad)
Asmah(mom)
Azwina(duh me)
Azriani(lil sis)
Aslam(bro)
Aaron Ang(my hubby)

Nyehahhah.
I am random.

iNa

Archie!

2009-04-21T00:09:00.002+08:00

Rememer these?

Yeahp. Archie comics.
I spent my primary school reading them.
I love it. To me its better than Marvel.

Hahaha.

It's on sale at Popular. The one i know is at Lot 1.
Not sure about the others.
1 for $5/$6.
3 for $12.
Am gonna buy another 3!!

Now off to L4D-ing.

iNa

Boo! Am back.

2009-04-19T21:11:00.004+08:00

Haha. I look so urgh. At JB eating. Dad's b'day.

My baby girl. Hershey. She look like lizard here.

@ Ajisen Ramen during RonRon's nights out. That's my new haird do -.-'

My favourite in Indonesia. Authentic Bakso taste. Beef balls *drools*

Me.

I know. Been a while. Reason:

Last weekend was spent going Batam & shop for lingerie, bags, clothes.
After that spent time with RonRon which in turn I fall sick. Got bad flu & headache.
Sick for a week.
Weekdays was spent tutoring his lil bro. Intensive training here.
By the time night comes, am too busy gaming or tutoring.
& everything repeats like this; Game,Tutor,RonRon,Game. or Game,Fam,Tutor,RonRon.

& I hardly log in MSN now. I had a bad haircut. & I DONT WANNA MEET ANYONE TILL MY HAIR GROWS OUT! ARGHH! & so... Batam trip was uneventful. It was just usual shopping and the first day we spent more than 7 hours shopping non stop. It was tiring for me as I didn't get any sleep the day before. I was really unglam of me when I slept with my mouth open*oops* waiting for my food at A&W. I am looking for a job. A part time job. ANY RECOMMENDATIONS PLSS?? It's just for 3 months or more.

Oh yes.

I enrolled my tourism degree course at Queen Margaret University UK.
But unfortunately, am not going UK(i wish..).
The campus is at Balestier & its REALLY a Uni of its own.
Just branched out in Asia. It's ranked 58 in UK though.
oh well. Better than nothing.
My term starts this July. & ..
I hope e stress wont get to me too hard..

I have no other updates for now.
& i love RonRon.
&& I really miss gaming with e usuals and meeting with my girls.

iNa

Quran Reciting - ONLINE.

2009-04-07T01:14:00.002+08:00

I am a Muslim.
So part of being a Muslim is to read the Quran.

I do my Quran reciting online.
Female teacher is called Ustazah(oos-tah-tsar).

I am not sure where are they currently situated at but they are confirm from Pakistan.
As far as I know, ONLY they make full use of technology.

Mostly Quran recitings are either on your own or someone will supervise you.

For this, I shall tell you how it works.

I need Skype to communicate verbally.
There's a programme called 'Mikogo' that allows me to join a meeting 'Online'. & no, i don't need a webcam. [It works in a sense whereby once I join their meetin, in which they will give me the meeting ID to allow me to join, I can see everythin on their desktop/what they're doing on their desktop in another window. So it's still minimisable.]
I need a mic for the Skype obviously. & whatever arabic letters that appears on my screen(or technically theirs) I just need to say it out. Easy as that.

Below shows roughly what I meant.

Tadah.
Bad point is, it'll be slightly laggy. Not e voice though. When after reading a verse and I can't see the next one, when Ustazah scroll it down, it'll need 5 secs to fully settle down the image.

But we can wait :D

Technology now is really useful.

iNa

MAJOR HELP READERS!

2009-04-06T19:57:00.002+08:00

Erm.
I know I sound very indecisive right now.

But parents wants me to go for degree.

So here's something you can like help me.
I really need help.

Please tell me which private degree isntitution should I take?

Aside from, Kaplan, SMU, SIM & MDIS.
Any others?!!!

Please Please tag as I reallyyyy need to decide which school by the end of this month.

Thanks :). & please don't fill it with abbreviations. I won't be able to guess.

iNa

Foul

2009-04-06T14:33:00.004+08:00

Can't celebrate Hershey's Birthday on the 10th :(

I forgot that I am going to Batam with the fam on 10th & 11th.

So no RonRon also =(...

Looking forward to Sunday!
Can do my hair!
RonRon said since I don't want Max Benner's, he'll pamper my hair.
Of course I'll try & get mommy to put in some cash! Who knows i can highlight too!!

& Fri & Sun was spending time with RonRon.
& Almost everyday L4D-ing.
I daresay I improved! NO MORE FRIENDLY FIRES!
Ivey! Netty! We play advanced mode sooon!

I still suck at VS mode.
I hate being a Hunter.

Ok.

Last but not least.
HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY WONG SHIRIN! :P
I love you to bits.
Sorry your prezzie will come in a month's time.
I ordered it so don't worry.

iNa

ON TOP OF WISHLIST!

2009-04-04T15:07:00.002+08:00

THESE are currently on top of all Wishes.

Don't know if RonRon will consider buying them.
Wish it to be more Mickey Mouse the authentic one.

But these will do..~

I am sooo in love with these phones!
Yeap2.
Maybe some of you knew about it already laa. But its really cute to me.

1.3 MP.
with Bluetooth & yada yada yada all those normal nowadays phone specs.
Sadly no WiFi.
ARGH!

Baby I waaaaaaant~ *whine**wail*!!

iNa

Happy 1st Birthday!

2009-04-04T01:01:00.003+08:00

Happy 1 Year Old to my darling Hershey!

Today marks her birthday.
Frankly, I do not know exactly when. I'm just following the day I found her.
She was really tiny.
Me & RonRon found her and began playing with her.
RonRon loves Dalmatians.
So RonRon loves her. LOL

I sneaked her in my room.
Gave her some food.
& hid her in my toilet.
The next day, my parents found her and agreed to keep her.

Sadly, we can only celebrate her birthday on the 10th or 11th.
RonRon's pay comes in!!
Will update sooon!

"Love isn't filling the other half of you. It's two wholes being together."

iNa

Overdue Pictures.

2009-04-02T18:40:00.004+08:00

Pictures are not coordinated with the events.
Events were: Outing with Bahiyyah & Syimah, LAN Left 4 Dead with Ivey & Netty, Self shots.

We were nauseated in the cab
& Netty was about to throw up.

I am still waiting for the pictures we took on our 2nd LAN outing.

iNa

Small.. & disappointing.

2009-04-02T17:26:00.002+08:00

I am tutoring now.
I'm not a certified one.HAHA.
I'm tutoring RonRon's lil bro for his PSLE.

I was rejected by RP.
I am now going to the alternatives.
I am half hearted to use parents' money for degree.
So I am enrolling myself Mandarin classes.

Wish me luck.

& I have a shoutout.

I MISS SHIRIN,SYASYA,IKA,HUIHUI,DWI,QIU YAN,ADEQ,NETTY,BAHIYYAH,SYIMAH. OK i think thats it. OH & Joanne & Jacqueline. OH & RonRon.

iNa

Looks ARE deceiving

2009-03-31T23:41:00.004+08:00

On my weekends, I always spend time with RonRon till late night.

& we resort to sending me home by cab.
& I experienced lots of cab drivers.
I tell you which type of cab drivers I really like.

I like cab drivers who chats. Especially if they are relevant.
I mean it's after midnight.
They will talk about Feng Shui & all this chinese superstitions(since you know, they always see that my bf is a Chinese. So they'll start to like, wonder if i'm a Chinese or a Malay), & not to mention, personal life.

Nothing too private.
Just those normal, erm, "So you getting married when uh?" or "Wah he loves you alot till want to convert ah?" & yada yada.

I DO NOT like cab drivers that are.. Malays.
Wait. NOT ALL i swear. Only the minority who.. asked too many religious questions.

& this is what I wanna talk about.

Cab Driver: You're a Muslim?
Me: Yes.
C.D: Ur born a Muslim?
Me: Yes.
C.D: Oh. I thought you were Chinese cause I see you wear shorts.(FYI, I was wearing pants that was as 'high' as below my kneees!!!!! wth.)
Me: Oh. That's erm normal. People thinks am Chi/Mly(vice versa).
C.D: *Starts all those preach preach* e.g (If you drink coffee, what you taste? Coffee right? So if you pray, you must taste the pray.)
Me: ...... oh..mmhmm... ok..ok.. ohh... mm hmm...are u a part-time preacher?

U can't blame me man. I can't stand it.
The guy literally talked to me like I was 5 or something.
Like I do not know the basics.

Just because am wearing pants that are 'high' as below my knees, doesn't mean that I'm a trash community or that I drink (i stopped rem?) or I do drugs or bottom line, a whole bunch of SIN.

U readers can like debate with me with all the rules but I expect that I have my OWN way of life in what I believe in. I don't need to hear things I already know.

So respect that.

Religion is a guide to proper and meaningful life.
But just because I don't cover up up to down doesn't mean I am evil.

& if to those who know what's WRONG & RIGHT, wearing tudung(scarf) and smoking in front of the whole world or Public Display of Affection-ing is RIGHT?

Jeez.

& stop thinkin I THINK like a 16 year old just because I look like one.

NO ONE is to judge someone just by what they DID, or what HAPPENED to them. Sometimes, it's not what they do/did that matters, it's who they ARE.

God forgives people when they repent, so which HUMAN have the right to take away that 2nd chance?

================================================================
Another post:

I have been trying to play Sims 2.
Something's wrong somewhere.
& I am exhausted of staring at the PC tryna check out & update all drivers/devices and still no luck.

Damn it.

& last resort is Left 4 Dead.
================================================================

Things to really know about me is:

*- I am a hypocrite when I don't like someone.(that's just life isn't it?)
*- I bloody love my boyfriend to bits.
*- I do not like people thinkin the world revolves ard them.
*- I do not like people who judges people by what they have instead of what they are.
*- I am at times, un-lady like. Deal with it.
*- I am not ready to get married. But I am very ready to move in with him. Unfortunately, I can't.(HAHA)
*- I may look blonde or act blonde, but don't underestimate me.Fucking seriously.
*- I know I am smart. But I am lazy.
*- I am competitive when challenged.
*- I am seriously indecisive.
*- I have problem with being on time.
*- I analyse someone by listening to them talk.
*- I don't go along well with typical malays.
*- I don't like people staring at me when they don't know me.
*- I don't like unnecessary attention.
*- I like gaming.
*- I take 35 minutes to bathe.
*- ..45 minutes to get ready. -> 10 minutes hair, 10 minutes clothes, 15 minutes make-up(if any), & 10 minutes cleaning my room.
*- I will always be a pampered girl. & I am happy about that.

iNa

Little unnecessary Updates

2009-03-24T02:05:00.003+08:00

To those who have been wondering where i went.

I have been playing Left 4 Dead Online.
Lotsa nonsense people thinking they're playing CS -.-'.

Weekend was uneventful.
I mean aside meeting RonRon.
Nothing really nice is happening.

Life is DULL.
Urgh.

Sorry uh peeps.
I am lazy to even update myself.
I have no topic aside from gaming that most of you don't even play(to some girls i mean).

When my mood is much better i update la.

iNa

Bitter,Deprived,Gaming

2009-03-18T22:23:00.002+08:00

I'm nauseated.

All because of gaming 5 hours straight.

Left 4 Dead..*sneer*

It was my second time playing it.But with other players.

I was seriously quite confused & 'sua-ku'.

It was with Ivy & Netty.

Ivy is a gamer. More no life than me hor..

We completed 1 mission in like 1 Hour 20 mins. How pathetic am I?
There was one time when we were playing, the whole mall had a blackout.
It was quite happening cause we were the only girls and in the end, took pics
and the blackout lasted 30 mins.

I overnight at my relatives' place at Bedok.
Since Netty stay East, I wanted to meet her up so we ended up gaming with her bringing Ivy along.

After gaming & stuff, we went MacD to eat which Netty was too nauseated to eat her double cheeseburger, I in turn, ate it. Even after eating McChicken.

I kept shooting my friends hahahah.

We headed home by taxi.
& shortly after that, I took taxi to Woodlands.
Coming down with a pretty bad cold.

P.s, Pics later2 la hor. Too sick & lazy to upload.

iNa

What happens when I'm a Celebrity?

2009-03-17T17:11:00.003+08:00

First and foremost.

This is gonna be a very fast post.

So bear with me as I have to bathe and get ready by 6pm.

Some bugger is jealous of me.
The person(He/SHe) made a friendster account of me and name it,
'wonderwoman'.

The picture was a cleavagey pic in the year 2007.

& the profile is private.

& Netty flagged it for me.. Thanks!

So i don't know if its still there.

& btw, to that person. Thanks for all the fame :)
Too bad you are not me.

Yesterday went out with my Pri School Best friends back then.
It was so fun. I mean we all still feel like we were in Primary school.
The difference is that, we live so far away now.
& I had to like tone down on my vulgar. Haha.

I will update their pics soon.
I am so in a hurry.

Oh yeah, am heading to Bedok tonight.
Will be back tomorrow evening.

So people that stays around East, RING RING me!!!

iNa

Movie 'Marathon'

2009-03-14T22:35:00.003+08:00

& Never will I do this 'marathon' anymore unless they have nice shows.

I have 12 Shaw Brothers Movie Vouchers.
So I used 4 today to watch WATCHMEN & RACE TO WITCH MOUNTAIN today.
Guess what?

I nearly slept.

I watched it at CCK Lot 1 with RonRon and at the ticketing booth, the auntie asked me,"Are you 18 yet?" In my mind I was like, I KNEW IT! I DON'T LOOK 18! So I replied,"Yes I am 18." -.-' She asked me when was my brithday. Then I grasp it that I AM ALREADY COMING 20. Wtfh! How blonde can i be?!

First of: Watchmen(M18) 1515hrs.
Rating: 2/10

Call me dumb or whatever. I don't even grasp what's the storyline. It was 2hrs 30 mins. I nearly died inside. It was draggy. Their slang half of the time I don't understand. Too many unnecessary sex scenes. Seriously.Only thing why I rated it 2 because it made me stay in my seat till e end. Argh. Overall BAD MOVIE. Don't watch!

2nd Show: Race to Witch Mountain (PG) 1730hrs
Rating:5/10

We missed 30 mins of the show due to Watchmen -.-'
The show is for KIDS. It's NOT about racing! It's about some alien that are 2 kids trying to save their planet and need the human's help & bla bla bla.
I slept for a few minutes.
Boring show.
Rated 5 because the Casts are quite good looking. & humor wasn't that boring.

Lesson learnt:

Always read up on what the movie is about before watching.
God. What a waste of tickets-.-'

RonRon has to book in by 11pm tonight. He has guard duty on Sunday.
Sigh..
Miss you baby..

iNa

Dear Dwi..=)

2009-03-14T03:56:00.002+08:00

NOTE: A post for a good friend of mine. Even IF she's a whore or a bitch or God knows what others/she herself want to call.

Something for you hun..

I know what you're going through is really difficult.

So many things to spill.
But you don't/may not know how to start.

Firstly to Fad.
Then your parents.

This post is to really tell you that i DO care.
Because you & me went through the same thing.
Because I am feeling what you're feeling now(exclude the Fad-situation thingy).

& u know there's no one better to talk to than to those who experienced it.
No one understands us.
They weren't/aren't in our shoes.
They try to find a logical reason.
They can only nod their heads and say, "I understand...."
But not exactly how we feel.
They diss us when WE're the one in trouble.
They diss us when it's US that needs the help and advice.
& when we leave them, they thought,"That's what WHORES do.."
It's unjustifiable isn't it?

So am here.
Maybe there's more shits you went thru before I know you.
But I'm here now if you need someone ok?

I just hope you realised that what happened IS wrong no doubt.
That YOU yourself landed in this whole myriad of problems.
& that you are sober after this.

One thing what Friendship taught me was,
No matter what are your flaws, as long as you don't hurt me intentionally, and that you really enjoy my company and this friendship, and of course, u love me, I'll be as true to you. That simple.

I like you a lot girl.
I just want you to start being a responsible(not that am saying ur not. But u get my drift.) ADULT at least by JUST sorting out and tackling your problems 1 by 1 to solve it.
Instead of running away from it.

It's difficult i know. But.. what ARE the best thing to solving problems than a few words and exchanging of heat words and when it cools down, acceptance?

If you know its for the best, do it.
*hugs*

I think that's all for now.

& I support you for your Dip! Go Go!

P.s Sorry if i sound naggy to you.

Love..
iNa

Belated Monthsary!

2009-03-13T12:36:00.002+08:00

More like belated.
Dated: 12/3/09
Real: 12/12/07

Baby! Sorry I totally forgot to put an entry on this.
& erm. It's just a random thing this 'E-card' I made.
Haha. I enjoyed it though.

I LOVE YOU!
Faster faster play Bang Bang!!!!

iNa

No News. Always Nothing.

2009-03-12T23:06:00.002+08:00

My Hershey's a star for today. For a short while.

Hershey & Pooh! Given by RonRon.

Photo editted:
Only Brightness/Contrast

Yes. She sleeps almost like human.

Photo Editted:
The same thing. Brightness/Contrast ONLY!

Yes. I am bored.

BoredBoredBoredBoredBoredBoredBoredBoredBoredBoredBoredBoredBoredBored.

Meeting RonRon on Friday! Yay! FRIDAY!!!!

I went to LJS to eat with my family.
I had Salmon Grill & erm..

I still prefer Manhattan Fish Market's!
Norwegian King Salmon~~ *Drools*~~

Ok. I'm hungry.

iNa

Disappointed.~

2009-03-10T13:43:00.002+08:00

This is utterly disappointing.

Shatec Advance Dip only accepts Shatec Dip holders =(..
They don;t accept other institution Dip holders =(..
Let me cry.. :'(...

Well time to get some change of plans..
If I really can't..
I shall just keep working until I got married & once I have a baby, time to head abroad.

Urgh. No no.
I shall still study so I CAN head abroad. or..

ARGH!.

I shall think of something.

iNa

Now & Forever..

2009-03-09T14:37:00.004+08:00

Start off:

I miss him.

I love him.

I want & need him.

I now daresay I love him like I never love anyone else before.

My posts are not as updated because. I have no life. As you all already know by now.

My fucking PC has some power supply issues and Parents' pay comes in in 3 days time.
Then daddy will change the power supply for me.

Which meant playing World of WarCraft or Sims right now is impossible in my room.

I am in the mood of watching movies. Past movies I mean.

I still have no luck in finding a fucking job yet.

School will reply this 16th-31st March.

I am craving for Gelare.

I am craving for LJS's grilled salmon.

I am craving for Fish burger.

No. I'm not pregnant.

RonRon's bookout was spent watching movies.
& OH! Gaming on Wii.
FUCKING FUN LA.

We played House of The Dead Overkill.

Fucking fun.

I have been doing O-Level Maths 10 yr series.
Haha. I don't want my brain to deteriorate.

Momsie started her Degree on Saturday.

She told me when I finish my Adv Dip/Poly Dip, she'll sponsor me going abroad to study.

Tryna get into Uni locally is seriously impossible for me right now.

& yes am gettin married (insya'allah) year 2011 around April/May.

I know its still HAHA too early.. But I have to plan due to erm.. My studying plans.

& I gotta make RonRon agree to follow me when I am studying abroad. Wait. I think he agreed.

& I am not doing any wedding(not sure about his side).
Because, I don't believe in throwing my money to tell (possibly the whole world*roll eyes*) people that i'm married when be it I tell them or not, THEY WILL STILL TALK.

Although I dream of making a fucking grand wedding. Which I want it in a Hotel or a location more unique.

If bawah block all or DORM , might as well don't do at all.

I don't like unnecessary traditions.

So am just gonna do solemnisation at the court.
As long as I get my 2 Carat & a God damn GREAT Honeymoon, oh & wedding photos,

I AM A HAPPY WOMAN.

& I BELIEVE at last, Syasya's phrase "There's nothing sexier than a girl with Brains.."

Sorry for the lengthy. Went to a wedding recently & i hated every moment of it except eating.

It's under the block. & very hot hor!!!

iNa

Big Bang - No.1 Lyrics

2009-03-03T01:43:00.002+08:00

Artist:Big Bang
Title:I'm your Number 1

Desc: The first ever song I heard from them its all in English.(Am a very new fan. So I am not sure if IT IS the only song with ALL English.)

Can you feel it? Go!

Can you feel it?

Hey!

Let me introduce myself!
BIGBANG. Yeah~
Are you ready for the show~!!!

I’ll be ready in an hour, jump in the shower
Crisp and clean now I got the power
Blasting music from my speakers
T-shirts fresh, brand new sneakers

Ready to flow, ready to go,
Ready for the spot light, ready for the show
Let me tell you something that you already know
I’m a hardworking man and I work for my fans.

Girl, I love your style, love your smile
Wish that you could be
Only mine, be only mine (fa’sho)
I can’t let it go, I don’t know
What you’re doin’ to me (yeah)
You’re so fine (yeah uh huh) , oh you’re so fine (let’s go)

It's gettin’ hot in the club, I can see they want some more
(I will give you more; I’m your number one)
Once I get up I will rock, never stop, you can be sure
(Yeah you can be sure; I’m your number one)

I, (uh) you know I (yes) you know I (yo)
I’m your number one. (I’m your number one)

Crazy hot, mad party
Shorty drop it low for me
You can keep me company
You look sweet smell like honey

I need a girl who is in it for me.
Not for the money, not for the fame,
Not for the glory, not for the name.
It ain’t easy cause all they just sayin' is…

“Boy I love your style, I love your smile
Wish that you could be
Only mine be only mine (fa’sho)
I can’t let it go, I don’t know
What you’re doin’ to me
You’re so fine, ooh you’re so fine”

It's gettin’ hot in the club, I can see they want some more~
(I will give you more; I’m your number one)
Once I get up I will rock, never stop, you can be sure~
(Yeah you can be sure; I’m your number one)

I, (you know I) you know I, (yeah you know I) you know I
I’m you’re number one

We jump, jump, jump to the ceiling (everybody in the place c’mon now)
We jump, jump, jump what a feeling, feeling~
We jump, jump, jump to the ceiling, ceiling (once again BIGBANG c’mon)
We jump, jump, jump, what a feeling, feeling~
(naaaaa meeeeannnn!?!)

It's gettin’ hot in the club [yeah], I can see they want some more~ [you want some more]
(I will give you more [I give you more]; I’m your number one)
Once I get up I will rock [rock rock rock] , never stop, you can be sure~ [you can be sure]
(Yeah you can be sure; I’m your number one)

It's gettin’ hot in the club, I can see they want some more~ (oh its getting hot in here~)
(I will give you more; I’m your number one)
Once I get up I will rock, never stop, you can be sure~
(Yeah you can be sure; I’m your number one)

I, (you know I) you know I, (yeah you know I) you know I
I’m you’re number one (I’m.your.number.one)

Friday & Saturday

2009-03-02T01:06:00.005+08:00

Warning: Pictures & Slightly Long post.

To sum up everything..

Friday, I had to wake up 8.30AM.
Saturday I had to wake up 5.30AM.

Friday went to Zoo with Mrs Ng and had free horse carriage ride and discounted food. We had boat ride as well which cost $5.
It was fun.
We were mostly talking about those people with Toddlers. DAMN CUTE!
Talking about how she & me one day will bring our kids with a stroller. HAHAHA.
After that I met RonRon.
Came home around 12 AM & slept by 1.45 AM.

Saturday.
Woke up at 5.30AM.
Never in my life I did that unless going to JB.
My eyes really cant tahan.
The 20SA Family Day really erm.. boring.
We left early & slept at his place for a while.
3PM he woke me up as we ahve a movie to catch.
I didn't wanna wake up.
He tried making me horny.
Yes i DID wake up. BUT I was still dazed.
By the time we caught the bus it was raining so damn fucking heavy.
Plan to stop by Plaza Singapura to get umbrella -,-'
In e end just went to DG Stn 7-11 buy umbrella.
We reached The Cathay.
I nearly screamed looking at my white white shoes became dirty...
We were 10 mins late for our show 'My Bloody Valentine 3D'.
Tix was Sold Out.

Review::
Gore 10/10.
Script 8/10.
Storyline NIL.(Gore movies tend not to have nice storylines)

Interesting twisting. Although I sorta expected it's something to do with Psychology & stuff.
Then we went to eat at LJS. Then off to Far East to buy my bikini.
Then home and then...*cheeky smile*.

We had a good talk .. A LOT of heart to heart talk.
I can't help but feeling.. He's what I live for.
Enjoy the pics.

Bought him this top. I love his face here.!

at LJS

Me & Mrs.Ng on Boat ride.

Chilling at White Tiger's Porch.

KidzWorld.

Horse carriage Ride.
We're the Princess!!

Meerkats; Timon.

Zebra.
The Zebra literally waited fer me to
capture him on camera before moving away.

Albino Peacocks;I guess?

Mrs.Ng & Mrs.Ang(going to be! HAHA)

Ahh. There you go.
Can't wit fer him to book out!

iNa

Fears

2009-02-26T02:47:00.002+08:00

Firstly.
I've started World of WarCraft-ing again.
I am way too bored and that's the only way to kill time.

& now the real thing.

I am worried.
Angry.
Confused.
I don't know.

I don't want to belong with the other kind.
I don't want to feel what 'they' feel.
I don't want to feel too 'imperfect'.
I love her.
I love him.(slightly less)(& no. NOT abt RonRon)

I am.. so ...scared..
Although its minor..
I saw.. I saw what he wrote to 'her'.
It seems appropriate & at e same time..Inappropriate.

I shall be independent.
No matter what's gonna happen(or not).

P.s u dun need to understand what am talking about thou. Just........

iNa

10:34 Pm..

2009-02-24T22:33:00.001+08:00

Sigh..

Stupid net/com I dunno.
Argh.
I want to play WoW already!!
Stupid Stupid Stupid.

& baby's not back yet =(

iNa

Condoms + Randoms

2009-02-24T04:48:00.003+08:00

I can't believe 3 days straight I got grossed out by condoms.
It's parents.(if u know what i mean).
Why can't they throw it PROPERLY?!

Dear Mrs Ng really wants to get out of the house.
So Friday going Zoo with her!
She has complimentary tix!
Haha.

Been ages since I went there.
The last time was with RonRon.
I can't wait!

OH. Last Friday was to go clubbing.
In the end spend time with RonRon at home cause he was real sick.
But it was worth it >:D..

So upcoming events(I SERIOUSLY HOPE NO CHANGES!!)
1) Friday 27th Feb - Zoo/Night Safari
2) Sat 28th Feb - Sg Discovery Centre w RonRon
3) Mon 0th March - Outing with Liyana

Toodles..

iNa

Imprinted

2009-02-23T02:20:00.004+08:00

For those who read Twilight series.
Am sure u've come across the word 'imprinted'.

Somehow.. That's how i felt with Aaron.
U know..Like..No matter how many good looking guys passed by or i go WOW at this guy's face..
I'll end up forgetting their face the moment i turn to look at RonRon.

& strangely enough(am not sure about u others), I tend not to focus or i'll get distracted whenever RonRon is beside me.
It's very.. weird.
That NEVER happen to me.

So i THINK i am imprinted to him.
I love him in every way possible.
I have no regrets having him no matter marriage is a bit tedious process.
But I really really love him.

Love is the maximum word of any form of endearment or fondness etc.
So I shall just say. I Love Aaron.
I know its only 1 year plus.
Still in the honeymoon mood.
& I DO have bad/petty arguments with him.
But.. haha.. I just love him.

P.s My room is done. & its big for 1 person. Plus I have extra spaces in the room as I don't have anything else to put.
Anyone wanna overnight in my house?! Mine is a queen size bed!
Applies to girls & RonRon only!!!

iNa

DING DING DING!!!

2009-02-20T01:42:00.002+08:00

I am sooooo fucking tired.

But I am NOT sleepy at all.

I just finished shifting ALL e beds in the house to their rightful rooms.
But oh GOD please grant me some strength at least to resist all the dust that's giving me chest pains and bless me with NOT EVEN A SINGLE sneezing.

Please take away my sinus for its killing me.
Please heal the wound on my forefinger as my other fingers are useless without it.
& PLEASE PLEASE make me sleep peacefully tonight.
Amin.

I forgot to blog about what I did on Wednesday night.
Went to meet RonRon @ AMK Hub for its his Night's Out.
When i saw him I felt like making out with him there & then but being the all shy2 me, we just walked on.

We ate at Pepper Lunch.
I had some cream pasta with salmon. Salmon was yum2. Pasta was too strong.
RonRon's salmon with whatever2(though i know there's Teriyaki sauce) was nice!!
I attacked his sauce.

After that, we went light shopping. He bought me a necklace! I LOVE IT!
I LOOOVE HIM!
I am so lazy to talk about anything else right now..

P.s Baby... I found the seashell back!! *YIPPE!!Dance2 Macarena!!!*

iNa

The new room.

2009-02-19T01:33:00.002+08:00

I have just finished with transferring my clothes/stuffs to the other room.

For those who don't know..
My lil sis & I share a room in the master bedroom.
Yes. It was good cause there's toilet!!!
& a mirror wardrobe which COULD be bigger than an average teen's.
So we shared rooms since we were baby(young) i dunno.
Parents went to the normal rooms.
Lil bro has his own room.

Now lil bro shifting to the study room.
Parents back to master bedroom(CRY~).
Me to parents' former room.
Sis to Lil bro's former room.

We haven't even shift the beds yet -.-"
Tiring week am gonna have..=(
I was thinkin of painting my room lime green..
After getting to know it costs ~$70 for one big tin..
I rather buy games sia!(RonRon wud say it!)

Oh OH! & after separating my clothes from lil sis..
Mine is like half of hers la! GOD! She bought so much nonsense!

Ok. I am going to turn in now.
Tomorrow SHOP SHOP SHOP!~~
Why must Cotton On be the IN thing now ..=(

iNa

18..LEGAL?!

2009-02-18T16:08:00.002+08:00

Current doing: Wondering..

Why do most young girls/boys kept saying they are LEGAL when they're 18?
As far as i know, REALLY LEGAL is 21.

Ur not legal just because ur 18.
Ur parents still can pull your ear when you run away form home.
Ur just semi legal.
Even IF you're thinking of getting married(CIVIL) u need some kind of parents permission & shits like that.

GOD. U.ARE.NOT.ALL.LEGAL.WHEN.UR.BELOW.21!!!!!!
GET THAT STRAIGHT!!!!

Sorry for the random post. Just a lil bit irritated.

iNa

Random again.

2009-02-17T02:26:00.003+08:00

Current doing:Sitting & Relaxing
Wishing for: Get back my good English.

I think I am having a slow brain.
With 6 months of doing nothing, my brain cells are deteriorating.
I tend to forget things.
I forget my vocabs(this is very frustrating).
And forever my mind too occupied with RonRon.

Oh Dwi!
Guess what?
Your prayers have been fruitful!
I am having my mense.
So Friday no pain! Hahaha.

Friday am going Zouk.
I was invited(more like force*snicker*) by Dwi.
She's having a real tough time so me & aDeQ are going.
Wait. RonRon too! If not I can't go (T_T)..
I told Mom the truth of where i'm going on Friday so I don't need to feel all guilty.
She's hesitant. But I guess I managed to coax her saying I know my limits.
I mean you know me. I can't drink. I'm not a good drinker.
So i shall not spoil my time dancing with being drunk.

I can't waaaait!

Events coming up:
1- 20th Feb Zouk
2- 28th Feb RonRon's Ns Discovery Centre
3- 9th March Outing with Liyana(yay2!)
4- Aft April RonRon's Convert Classes.

*sings*
L - is for the way you LOOK at meee~~
O - is for the ONLY one I see~~
V - is very VERY, extraordinary
E - even more than anyone that you adore

Can love is all that I can give to you~~~
Love is more than just a game for two~~~
Two in love can make it
Take my heart but please don't break it
Love was made for me and you~~~~~~~~~~~~

P.s I share the same birthday as Angelina Jolie!! HAHA. I love our eyes!! Information was given by RonRon. My ego was inflated for a while(HAHAHA).

iNa

Valentine's Day & Outdated Pictures.

2009-02-15T14:55:00.006+08:00

Valentine's Day was ordinary.
Every weekend is Valentine's Day for me.
But Valentine's Day is special cause of the food!!

Initial plan was to go Vivo City. But what for?
I can't shop from the whole mall!
& its not a romantic place anyway(& i DON'T LIKE ROMANTIC DATES).

So we went ECP to blade & sweat & looked at how RonRon about to fall.*snicker*
After 1 hour of blading or so, I was really tired.
My cheeks went red/pinkis(i swear i look cute with rosey cheeks HAHA).
We ate cookie and gave out to a stranger.(i was just crazy)

We went to Parkway Parade. We wanted to eat Sakae Sushi.
But the queue was just fuck with it.
So we went around with RonRon limping because something went wrong with his knee. & finally found Jack's Place.

Jack's place was having some Valentine's Day Special;& since i've never went to Jack's Place(maybe cause it isn't halal?& my parents don't bring me to non halal places), RonRon decided we could eat there.

While queueing up, I told RonRon I don't like people making out tooo mushy/romantically IN FRONT of my face. Behind is ok, but in front is just too much to take in. It's their aura they're emitting out.
RonRon den suggested to make out while waiting for the queue. I said NO of course.
Am open minded but PDA(public display of affection) are just gross. Like can't u wait when ur in a room or something?

So we got our tables and OUR menu(they had a list of their 4 course menu which we can choose) goes like this:

- Appetizer: A combination of Seafood on a bed of Spring Lettuce, topped with pineapple and nuts with a Fresh Mint Dressing. (this WAS E BEST SALAD!)
- Soup of the Day: Cream of Sweet Corn topped with Red Caviar.(chged to Lobster Bisque)
- Choice of Main Course:
1. Medallion of NZ Tenderloin topped with Cheese served in Mustard Sauce OR(HEHE STANDARD US)
2. Grilled Fillet of Cod Fish served in Pistachio Spicy Sauce OR
3. Roasted Chicken Leg and Slipper Lobster served on Olive Rice and Mixed Green Salad
- Dessert: Passion Fruit Souffle with Hazelnut Sauce
- Coffee/Tea & Sparkling Juice (e juice was too sweet)
- Gift for Lady(it was white & dark Choc)

So yeah. Review:
The Tenderloin WAS SO GODDAMN GOOD & TENDER & WELL COOKED I was literally sighing while eating. RonRon laughed at me.
Plus the beef was really THICK.
I heard from Shir & RonRon that Jack's Place's steaks are really nice(not e best thou). I AGREE AGREE AGREE!!

& after food, baby said he has the urge to splurge. So i took full advantage of that. I told him to buy me a $600 diamond ring. HAHAHA.
Well he bought me 2 tops from Cotton On & we bought Ipanema Slippers each.

After all that, we went home to watch Madagascar 2. I love him...~

This is the passion fruit Souffle(its sue-flay).
I didn't finish it.

The NZ tenderloin. Yum. Sorry bad angle.

Our whole platter. Middle is garlic bread.
The drink is sparkling juice.

Left:Salad Right:Lobster Bisque

This is an overdue picture.
Went Gelare with ronron as I was craving.

This is Gelare Club Sandwich.
RonRon chose a wrong bread.
People, Do NOT choose WholeGrain.
I hate it! Yuck.

What I roughly wore on V.Day

This is in Dad's car.
After shopping from Mustafa.

He was asleep as u can see.

This is a more overdue picture when we wanted
to go Billy Bombers. This is Nachos with Jalapeno & mexican
sauce or something.With diced chicken. It was.. REALLY NICE.
But toilet visits was awful.

This is the.Erm. Something burger.
I forgot. Roughly, It's damn damn huge that I
shared it with RonRon. We were so damn full..
Oh & e cheese is EEW. Taste like vomit to me.

Roughly, that was it.
Oh the V day dinner was $96 around there.
Dinner cost $38.80++ each.
I love IT!.
& I bought cookies & Pierre Cardin Wallet for him!
He love it!! E wallet i mean.

I LOVE U BABY AARON!!!

P.s I have vids up too.

iNa

& so another looong night.

2009-02-12T23:33:00.002+08:00

I always find DAY passes by faster.
But night passes by real slow for me..

I only feel this way when RonRon is away..
To people out there.

Yes. I am allowed to hang out in his room with e door closed yada yada till late night.
But I am not allowed to stay over night due to my parents.
I am not allowed to even stay with him for as long as I want to.
Even though when he is away in camp.
I am not allowed to stay with him like how so many other certain chinese girls are allowed to.
& yeap. It's all because of my parents.
I love my parents. But I always had mind set clash with them since Sec 2.
That's why I want to marry him.
I love him a lot & I really wanna be with him forever ever ever no matter good & bad endings.
I don't wanna get out of my house but I really cant take it when everyting doesnt seem right.
I don't FEEL right being in this house.
We talked about it. But..
We can't get married till June/July 2011.
If we were to marry now, it'll be the best! He won't need to stay in camp.
Everyday come back..*sigh*..
Ina..Keep dreaming..

So that's why at times, this distance/loneliness drives me real crazy.
Oh wait. Maybe because I am too free.
My pals are busy.
The people that saved me are adeQ & Dwi.

Frankly, I don't feel like I have.. BFF. Especially the forever part.
I mean not that they are bad. They are real great!
But.. at times I do feel left out.
3/4 of them are coming like more than a decade kinda friendship.
Mine's like 3 or 4 years.
It's a totally different..vibe.
I love them. *shrugs*

Am such an attention seeker. Sheesh.
p.s, the vids are up.

iNa

Some new STUFF

2009-02-12T03:29:00.001+08:00

Hey Readers/Bloghoppers/Haters,

I made something new.
I am doing a trial on videos!
So it's rili all amateur..
But I hope you enjoy it.

& would really really love it if you can suggest what kind of vids you would like me to do.
& please. No porns or what nonsense.

Oh it's http://lacasa-de-bloops.blogspot.com!

In the meantime, I am really pooped.

Till then, do suggest!

iNa

14 months..

2009-02-12T00:49:00.001+08:00

Happy 14th Anni sweetheart!!

I am 49 mins late on my clock. Yikes..

I can't wait to see you on Friday sweetie! MUAAHS!

LOVEULOVEULOVEULOVEULOVEULOVEULOVEULOVEU!

iNa

My going to be Healthy Regime

2009-02-11T14:11:00.002+08:00

Guess what?

I've started exercising.
Influenced by AdeQ & DUH my big tummy.

Woke up most morning to do crunches & lower abs workout(its &*@^*#%$!!!).
Trying my best to avoid all kinds of food after 12 AM.
I stopped snacking already! Like for a few weeks already.
I started more house chores(as it is also tiring).
I haven't start running though=\.. I dun have any sports bra & running shoes.

RonRon said we'll buy on valentine's day!!!YAY!

My Plan:
For the blog is.. To add in more cute videos. Which meant I need to invest on a better recording cam that's portable.

& I have an art piece that am trying to sell at a bid that starts off from $750. It's authentic and I have the certificate with it as well.

& also I have some clothes to sell. Seriously.. I can't believe am partly an impulse buyer -.-'.

P.s Any jobs PT/FT/Temp anyone can recommend???!! Thanks! URGENT URGENT!

iNa

Make Up Tips 101

2009-02-10T19:51:00.003+08:00

Have you people see some of those girls who has problems applying make up?

Like:
- Face tone is sooo off from their whole body.
- Eyeliner too thick thinkin vampy looks are sexy(they are- but not too much!)
- Eyeshadow and outfits are EXACTLY e same colour.(is ur outfit's colour all e way to ur face?).
- Powder looks cakey(I bet you must ran out of powder,so flour huh?).
- Blushers looked like sunburns(Blushers ARE supposed to be applied onto the apple cheek- But it doesn't literally have to look like an apple).

-& many many more. (etc, is THAT foundation on your lips?)

God. It is an eyesore to see those. & to think, some of them think they're HOT having make up disfigured them.

Things to clear them out:

-Eyeliners don't make your eyes BIGGER. It makes them much more minute. Only apply bottom to enhance the eyes.
-Eyeshadows are suppose to enhance u. & wearing the same colour as ur outfit, will not bring attention neither to ur face nor ur outfit. Make up is suppose to bring out the beautiful u w/o needing to apply too much.
- Powders are SUPPOSE to be near you colour tone. LIGHTER than that makes u look like a fake and a fraud! & NOT BEAUTIFUL at all. Because its not natural.
-Blushers are mostly for fair skin people as fair skin may tend to look pale. So its to have a touch of glow. For tan/darker people, its all right but preferably lighter.

Above is a set of eyeshadow brushes, eyebrow brush & lip brush. They are essential tools for your face. You can get it anywhere in cosmetic shops so don't be lazy for your beauty.

Eyeshadows: It's best to use neutral colours(natural) during the day and dark colours for at night.

For make up, its either you enhance your eyes or your lips. Its scary if you enhance both.

For better looking skin:

1-SLEEP; No sleep, under-eye circles and bags are just the beginning.
2-WATER;Drinking(8 glasses a day),Washing(twice a day) & hydrating(whenever needed).
3-SUN SCREEN;Wrinkles,Sunburn,Sun spots,Cancer:need to go on?
4-NO SMOKING;Aside from all e bad healths u know, it causes wrinkles esp around e mouth.
5-Take it off; NEVER sleep with make up. Eew.

Don't tell me I have to add in cleansing,exfoliation,toning & moisturizing? Sheesh.

iNa

Blessed but ain't enough.

2009-02-10T03:20:00.002+08:00

As humans, no matter how great our life is, we will never be contented.

Knowing Baby RonRon is the best thing that ever happened to me(aside from my ever faithful bestie gal pals; I NEVER forget what they did for me).. The nicest among the others too.

But still, i tend to unintentionally abuse him like suddenly raising my voice at him in public(because he was annoying and kept poking me plus u know...mood swings)..or pinching him or beating him(now not as hard anymore)..It's a..erm.. bad thing. It made me feel i disrespected him even if I was just playing around(I never had been too girlie whirley u know).. I rili rili really really really felt bad doing that before he booked in on Sunday.

& when it was to for him to go off, we didnt really had a good hug or a long kiss(was just a peck as my parents were ard) or a proper way to say "I'm sorry"..

& as usual, am now missing him like crazy after putting down the phone when lights off. I can't stand not clearing myself enough to him.

It's like, when he's away, I'll start thinking of him. But when he's in front of me.. I get pissed easily when he just love to press my ignition buttons. & at times he wont stop. Plus, I LOVE to manje with him. We tend to talk about:

-games
-things we wish to buy
-how our babies gonna look like*wince*
-food
-bike(he's planning to get it)
-how tired when he's in camp
-gossip about anyone we know

It doesn't end there. I LOVE his company & I LOVE how he ever once said,
"I promise you, I will never make u feel like u felt when u were with him.."

You don't know how much it hurt me when he said that.

I do admit, sometimes certain things he unintentionally did, hurt me subconsciously because of the past.. It still haunt me especially the hurt. I AM DEFINITELY over him(EX). But not the hurt.

I am tryin my best to not hurt my Ronron because of what he didn't do.

The regret etched deep in me right now. No matter how he forgot about it.

At times, I know what he's thinking.
Am I gonna stay with him?
Will I cheat him?
Am I using him?
Am I flirting around?
Do I appreciate him?

Haha.. If only he could read my mind like how Edward Cullen can.. He would know no one can love him like I do.

Fear
(1)
If God suddenly took him away,
(2)
If he finally tells me he can't connect to Islam,
(3)
If a girl takes him away from me..

Am sorry with this emo post but seriously.. it felt much better to let it off... for now..

Saturday Valentine's Day. What to wear?

P.s I love you Aaron.
P.ps Where have Shir,Syasya & ika gone too ? =(..

iNa

Guess what?

2009-02-09T23:03:00.002+08:00

I am planning to..

continue schooling at Poly. Continuing the course I took.
I am to enquire tomorrow. Call all Polys and check it out.

The catch, parents dun want me to work AT ALL.
Sigh.. Clothes hoooow...??

Though its not finalised if I CAN go to any poly right now.
*Fingers cross*

iNa

As you can see..

2009-02-09T19:27:00.003+08:00

I'm sick and tired of my old blogskin/layout.

So am trying something new.
Frankly, it's a bit harder for me because am not familiar with the htmls for the new template. It'll take time. Maybe on the other hand can ask RonRon to teach me or something.

Having a headache now looking and staring at codes I don't understand.

Later going out for a while.

Argh..

No job =(

P.s, Comments are available at every ending of a post. So just post something. I don't want tagboards anymore. For I have something going on my mind of what to turn my blog into right now.

Thanks.

iNa

Sorry

2009-02-09T18:00:00.002+08:00

Have not been active much.

I mean WHAT do you want from me?
I have no freaking life right now.
Stupid economy crisis.
How the HELL am i to continue studyin with no money?!!

@I*&*#@^!!!!

I gotta resort to part-time already :(

I have not much of update.

iNa

ViVo outing & Fun.

2009-01-30T02:05:00.004+08:00

Dear adeq. U ARE SO FUN! THANKS FER MAKING MY DAY!

Went to Vivo to accompany aDeq today.

& after that went home with lil sis.

Let e pics do e talking. No mood to type.

Ok. Fine. Got a lil mood to type.

Basically we spend e whole day camwhoring, eating & Starbucks-ing.

It's been sometime i went out with my gal pals.

I really miss it.

Got lots of things to think right now.

oh OH!.

P.s, http://vanitylaydee.blogspot.com for NICE CONTACTS!

@ $14 each!!!! DO visit! THANKS!-aDeQ

iNa

Fear fear fear.

2009-01-28T19:58:00.002+08:00

I miss him real badly now.

His bunk was banned from using mobiles due to some shit la.

& I am worried for lil bro.

& i finished reading all 4 books for Twilight.

I am left with playing Sims2 or WoW or Guild Wars..

Sigh..

Baby.. Hurry back soon pleasee...

iNa

A song..

2009-01-28T13:48:00.002+08:00

I'll work out on what's e meaning of this song first.

P.s JORDAN! If u happen to cross this and KNOW whats e meaning of the song DUN TELL ME! LEMME GUESS! I'll get back to u when i give up *cackle*

Byul- By KAJ (initials-i think)

param-kyori cha-ngeu-rheun-teul-go
nae kiman-han cha-gun naye bang wi-ro
arum-taun-ke pyul-bit-durun
kaduk chae-wo-chuneyo
sel-su-obshi manhunt pyul-tu-reun
ji-chyo-in-nun na-reul oru-man-chimyo
nae mam-soge katok tamun
nun-mul tak-ka shu-neyo

man-hyi apa-ha-ji-ma
nal kkung anun-chae
tado-kyojumyo chal-jara
wero-hae ju-neyo

goshi mo-thal man-kum
hime gyowa apa-wado
nun-muri a-peul kar-yowado
gatchi-mothan nae sarang apedo
na usul-lae-yu
cham-shira-do gyote
haeng-bo-khaet-don giok-turul
ga-sume gan-ji-khal-kkeyo
tunune sunoh-a-jin
cho pyol-deul-cho-rom yongwonhi

kkumul kku-deut taka-uneyo
yu-nu-nhi-do balkun naye byol hana
nunbu-shi-mi panjja-gimyo
okkae-wiro naer-yo-wa

jakku sulpo-hajima
son kkong chabun-chae
nal manchyo-jumyo
tta-seu-hi nal kamssa-shu-neyo

goshi mo-thal man-kum
hime gyowa apa-wado
nun-muri a-peul kar-yowado
gatchi-mothan nae sarang apedo
na usul-lae-yu
cham-shira-do gyote
haeng-bo-khaet-don giok-turul
ga-seum-soge gan-chikhal-kke-yo
tunune sunoh-ajin
cho pyol-deul-chorom ooohhhh

na onul-manun anu-royu
nun-muri kadokchowado
chogi cho byol-deul-chorom
na u-seul-lae-yo ooohhhh
haeng-bokhaet-don giok-modu
ga-sume gan-ji-khal-kkeyo
tunune sunoh-a-jin
cho pyon-deul-cho-rom
yongwonhi

iNa

At long last...

2009-01-22T01:50:00.002+08:00

Good news first:

I FUCKING PASSED MY DIPLOMA PAPERS LA. Like fucking at last.
So my parents want me to collect my cert tomorrow.

Today, quite a few things happened.
While shopping at Cotton On at SSC, lil sis spilled coffee in the shop and just ran away.
She felt all bad and bought a 'Sorry' card and planned to give them tomorrow.

After that went to trim my frinch and window shop around CWP.
We went to queue at Popular to pay while talking about the auntie/daughters who loves Dangdut(a malay kind of so called 'dirty dancing' or music that has a lot of hip twisting). We were talking about those who usually go to my sis ex working place and she's telling me about how rude they were and stuff.

Some fat ass woman eavesdropped on us and pointed a finger to my sister saying,"Eh. Watch your mouth." I was fucking pissed off cause I didn't witnessed it. My sis told me. Fat motherfucker. Who e fuck was talking about her?! Bitch.

So yeah pretty much that's it.

iNa

Mense cramps..

2009-01-19T01:14:00.002+08:00

It's only the 8teenth. Am suppose to get them on the 21st -.-

Review of the day:

LG phone sucks. No offence to LG lovers but the functions are low quality. I like their sleek designs but functions is a total ZER0.

Ong Bak 2 is a nice Thai martial arts show but VERY BAD ending.

Review for my body:

My stomach is getting bigger. Yes. fat -.-' But overall am still small. Maybe i AM going to be like a teapot. Personally Shir, I prefer me looking THIN like I used to be xD. My boobs are not going any smaller and its very troublesome. It's troublesome when ppl kept accidentally hitting them .

RonRon's B'day is coming this Tuesday. BUT. We celebrated it yesterday & it was quite all right. Mom taught me how to cook Beef Rendang for him and she baked him his b'day cake. E icing was ugly! But he said he dun mind. I'm so sorry baby!!(psst, i put the icing :P) Before e cake cutting ceremony, we karaoke-ed. Haha. After that we're to eat outside & then bowling but DAD went to CWP and spent at least 1 hour just to get 2 newFREE phones. Damn kiasu Singaporeans. SO in the end we just ate dinner and went back home. Me & RonRon went to watch movie and some time alone & off he went home. OH oh.

-DAD invited him personally to sleepover at our house. OMG. Never did tat happen to any tom,dick,harry that was my boyfriend. HAHAHA. I so love him.

I have to sleep now. Gotta wake up by 5 AM to go JB.

Miss u RonRon, Shir, Syasya, iKa, Hui Hui, Qiu Yan, adeQ & erm.. whoever right now i can't remember . SLEEPY!

iNa

The days still went by..slower

2009-01-16T00:56:00.001+08:00

How come this week goes by oh so slow..

I had gastric and i vomited 2 days ago.

Argh.
I miss my RonRon.

P.s Gossipping in PROGRESS!! with Dwi~!!!

iNa

Happy Anni

2009-01-12T00:29:00.000+08:00

Sorry its 30 mins late baby.

Happy 13th Anni.

I LOVE u!

Things I do/did/done/doing

2009-01-11T23:15:00.004+08:00

Am here trying to think of what to blog next.
With Tikkie sleeping beside me.
Tissue stuck on my nose.
& getting ready to read 'One Night Stand' by Julie Cohen(well you see, i can't stand it that I can't read 'Eclipse' due to no stock from whole Singapore so I bought 3 more mini books to read. Some girl romance novels. Now u see how desperate I am????).

I am to upload my resume on JobsDb but haha. I'm not satisfied with my resume.

Eh. wait a minute, my tissues gone..

Ok back. So, I have not been out of home much, and not been camwhoring since forever and oh yeah, I took a passport size photo and guess what? I LOOKED SO FAT i could die. Maybe i have to be in a much strict diet whereby I just eat raw broccoli and drink tons of water(as a tip from the book 'Singletini') and fart my ass off. Plus gym *twitches*..ARGH!!

I know i know.. Its so waste of valuable time that you're reading this but who cares? & anyway, i don't have much people to gossip about because, I don't have enemies or to be more precise, am too tired of getting to know new people who only like you with what they see or they can gain from that kinda shit. & to those past bad experiences of 'friends'(welll, it IS part of my fault..BUT who told them to start it FIRST?), taught me a valuable lesson to just dun bother being nice. Adds in Mr.Bf, i only need him, my family & my girls..oh oh adds in my kitties.

Oh, I saw this product selling online. F-cup product like F-cup cookies,supples,tea etc. It's made from Japan. & it is said to grow ur boobs. It's getting kinda popular here I THINK. So erm, those who want to have big boobs, go buy :D I have enough for myself although I would want it bigger. & not to mention, it's only for 21 years & above.

I am missing school life. & I am blaming MDIS big time for making me wait for the fucking results. I can't stand this suspense. That's not it, I won't get my cert in just 24 hours (considering thousands of studs there.DUH!). Argh, mofomofomofo.

Ok I have no idea what to blog about aside that am upset with:

1) The seller for Eclipse BACKED OUT ON ME!

2) I am having trouble with my nose.

3) I am having a big headache!

4) Some guy is giving me wrong signals and its upsetting me big time because i dun like any other guy treating me like am his gf and at e same time said am like a friend to him. How confused can this guy get?! Not to mention, he's most prolly wooing my best friend? HE better treat her good!

Argh. Am too upset with everything to go on. Night

iNa

Forever la.

2009-01-07T15:49:00.002+08:00

With all due respect.

I don't really care if whoever you are 'terase' you know.
Cause if you were/are like that, then just face it la.
& if you really don't know, it's not as if am chasing him or anything,
I don't give a shit.

So anyways.
This weekend will be spent by..

Bowling i guess.
If not pool.
But if really not Wild Wild Wet?
& if really really not.. Rock Band 2?

I really cant make up my mind.
I miss playing WoW.
I really need to get my photo taken for my resume.

Lighter note..
I don't eat junks after 9pm anymore. I started eating papayas. & i really need to stock up on my fruits.

& RonRon msged saying he may be able to have a night out. Let's just wait in 2 hours time. Oh am planning to bathe ard 4 so in case he can/cannot go, there's still hope in a sense =/

iNa

urgh. Fine

2009-01-05T14:17:00.003+08:00

I am to give you a proper entry and not all the random feelings.

RonRon booked out on Wed afternoon and he booked in on Sunday evening.
Good thing is that his camp is quite slack and he can book in anytime before 10.30pm.

I am thinking over for a healthy lifestyle.

I have to freaking make a timetable of what time am to wake up, what time to eat light breakfast and start doing my sit ups and you know all those stuff. Add in I can't depend on my high metabolic body anymore as you can see I gained 2-3kg already. This is horror. Oh my weight now is 43kg. I am 40 or 41 kg. Before u all start saying am underweight or shits like that, I am not. Plus I am short. Any more weight will make me look like a teapot. Short & stout. I hate it.

Plus I have a reputation to keep here. Reputation of having limited fats but lotsa fats at the right areas. & I need to start playing hula hoop already. I cant stand my waist line from 24 jumped to 26. BLAME MY SHORT BODY!

& mom kept tellin me to do something about my fat stomach! U see, i eat ALOT. & no exercise to reduce this fat ass. ARGHHH!!!

Oh, & i passed my Principles of Business Management Paper >:D 1 more to go....

iNa

This selfish heart is always big for RonRon

2009-01-05T02:52:00.002+08:00

Baby baby baby baby....

I don't know where to start baby..

I shall start from the time I fell in love with you.

Feeling like the luckiest woman to be alive,

When you cup my chin,

Looking in my eyes,

And those 3 words you said,

I thought never possible.

"I love you,"

At that point it mattered the most,

Even if it isn't deep enough,

How my heart fluttered,

& I blushed, looked away,

With a soft loving sigh...

You sincerely carried the burden of my past,

You sincerely accepted me even though I am a pampered bitch,

You know baby.. How much I fear if you leave me one day.. How much I fear losing the dream of having a family with you..

I can imagine myself without you baby, but I can't imagine the pain I have to go through of losing you..

I wished I knew you earlier, & you wud be the first I gave it to, you wud be the only one I lived for..

I'm sorry my words aren't deep enough right now, I'm having headaches and nauseated lately..

To Shir,Syasya & iKa..

I really miss you girls like real badly:( Am sorry am broke but I promise on my first paycheck I'll beep u girls. I love u !

iNa

iQi's Casa De Amore

The days after that....endless

Growing up

Love I learnt thus far

Onwards to 2011

Assignments, Assignments..

Right here..Right now

What's Love

What happened in early 2010

Rather low Vocab issue

Resurrect

BLOG SHIFT!

Embracing..Depression.

Hooray for Proper windows(??eh?)

Stupid Fucks

SOmething IS wrong

Another Shoutout

Random Shoutout

Net is a BITCH

I have it .. yet so far..

1:03 AM Monday

7th July, Farewell.

Phones Phone Phones

Sony Ericsson G900

I am fine now.

Usual Attacks. Usual degrading feeling.

YAY! Another update..

Stupid Fucking Laptop

Fresh ohh Fresh..

Those Missing Days..

Random notes

So Now.. What?

Unexpected call

A Dream I Shall Remember

This is an example of MY DREAM DATE.

Few things that gets on my nerves!

When a bitch meets a bitch (HAHA)

*SQUEALS*!!

I really miss....

Just recent stuffs

REalisation

Petty Things Letting go.

Paris Hilton BFF thingy

Clean Up After Shitting PLEASE.

This & that & growing up

Archie!

Boo! Am back.

Quran Reciting - ONLINE.

MAJOR HELP READERS!

Foul

ON TOP OF WISHLIST!

Happy 1st Birthday!

Overdue Pictures.

Small.. & disappointing.

Looks ARE deceiving

Little unnecessary Updates

Bitter,Deprived,Gaming

What happens when I'm a Celebrity?

Movie 'Marathon'

Dear Dwi..=)

Belated Monthsary!

No News. Always Nothing.

Disappointed.~

Now & Forever..

Big Bang - No.1 Lyrics

Friday & Saturday

Fears

10:34 Pm..

Condoms + Randoms

Imprinted

DING DING DING!!!

The new room.

18..LEGAL?!

Random again.

Valentine's Day & Outdated Pictures.

& so another looong night.

Some new STUFF

14 months..

My going to be Healthy Regime

Make Up Tips 101

SQUEALS!!